Alien Contact:
the Messages, the Warnings and Hope
the Messages, the Warnings and Hope
Copyright © 2020
Book 1: The Beginning
Book 2: The Global Deception
Book 3: The Hope of Jesus Christ’s Return
Introduction:
We believe that time is short, so the following pages
contain both of Bonnie’s books,
Alien Contact: the messages they bring © 2006 and Unholy Alliance: A Global Deception © 2007 combined plus all the updated material that did not make it into print. The books share Bonnie’s journey to being the conduit through which the messages from spiritual extraterrestrials was delivered. The books are a culmination of the questions that we asked our ET contacts about current events, movies, books and conversations with others. Our ET contacts shared with us how to raise our spiritual levels and offered great hope for the future.
Alien Contact: the messages they bring © 2006 and Unholy Alliance: A Global Deception © 2007 combined plus all the updated material that did not make it into print. The books share Bonnie’s journey to being the conduit through which the messages from spiritual extraterrestrials was delivered. The books are a culmination of the questions that we asked our ET contacts about current events, movies, books and conversations with others. Our ET contacts shared with us how to raise our spiritual levels and offered great hope for the future.
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Book One
Alien Contact
The Messages They Bring
By Bonnie Meyer
Part One
Contents:
My Introduction to UFOs
My Journey, How It Began
My
Introduction to UFOs
UFO Meeting
Place
Door County
Camping:
Huckleberry Campground
Another UFO
Investigation
Unusual light
Meeting Ike
Curious
Greetings
Self-Hypnosis
Classes
Meeting James
Earl Carter Jr., the Future President
Local Abductee
Seattle,
Washington, Jorpah Conference 1986
Cleveland,
Ohio Conference 1988
Channeling and
The Reluctance to Do It
Missing Time
The Channeling
Begins
Radio Talk
Shows
TV Show: At
the Local Cable Access Station
Hypnotist,
Finally the Answer
Fire Walking
My
Introduction to Eric, On A Large Spaceship
Evacuation
Ship and Planet with Housing
Good Friday,
Who Was That?
Camping Again
The Lightside
Newsletter
Victor and
Sarah
The Loss of
William a Very Special Light Worker
Part Two
The aliens,
who they are, what they look like, and where they come from
- Monn
- Eric and the Peace Ship
- Lea
Part Three
The Aliens Speak
So, you think you’re a light worker
Suggested Exercises for Light Workers
Suggested Exercises for Light Workers
About the Soul
Battle for Earth, Good versus Evil
Seven Systems Working on the Light
Side of the Force
You Won’t Find These Faces on the
Post Office Wall
Things the Negative Aliens Are Doing
Where Are These Aliens and What
About Their Ships?
Eye Spy!
Mark of the Beast: Chip or Card
Evasive Characters and Shady Events
You Can’t Fool with Mother Nature
Bad Boys and Their Toys
Discussions on the Bible
Could We Be in The End Times?
Could We Be in The End Times?
Natural Disasters
Man Made Problems
Unexplained Phenomena
Things
Associated with New Age
Tidbits
of Interesting Information
What??? The Aliens Actually Have
Humor!
Our Solar System
Our Solar System
More Interesting Topics the Aliens
Had a Lot to Say About
Hot Bed of UFO Sightings in
Wisconsin
More Information about Myself
About the Author
Index
Acknowledgments
I would like to give a special
thanks to Russ Brodtke, who has always been there for me, pushing me along,
helping me in any way he could. Russ has taken my words and made them easier to read.
I would also like to thank Heidi H. for giving me a push
to get the alien messages out. Having
spoken to her many times made me realize that the aliens she speaks to say
almost the same things that the aliens I talk to do. Also, I would like to
thank the people who were willing to ask questions over the years. There have
been many who have attended these sessions, but a few have been around for the
long haul.
I would also thank my husband Gary
for being so understanding and allowing me to have the time to write this book.
I would like to say a special
thanks to Diane D. for looking at and giving me suggestions for the book from
the aspect of a person who is not involved in the UFO topic. A big thanks goes
out to Diane F., Diana S., and Kathy B. for helping in the compilation of the
book. A special thanks goes out to anyone who was at the sessions and was brave
enough to ask questions so we could receive the messages the aliens shared with
us.
The biggest lesson I have learned
over the years is that a closed mind places a limit on what one can experience
and learn. This is my journey into what I believe is a better existence because
of what I call the good aliens. I ask only that you keep an open mind.
In the love and
Light of the Creator,
Bonnie Meyer
Prologue
Most of the
UFO stories that have been told to the public are about terrifying alien
abductions. Believe me when I say that there is another side to this story that
has been overlooked by the media and publishers. I believe that there are a lot
of people, who have had contact without being taken against their will, probed,
impregnated or traumatized by aliens. It is time for those who have had
positive contact to speak up and not be silent about their experiences. I am
tired of having people tell me that I am fooling myself when I share my
positive experiences with them.
Keeping this story to myself over
the years has not been easy, but I knew the time was not right for me to come
forward with my truth until now. To tell my story I have changed the names of
some people who were part of my experiences because I no longer have contact
with them. Some of the characters in my story are composites of people, with
the hope that my story will be easier to comprehend. The names of most cities
have also been changed to protect those people who do not want to be
recognized. The order in which some of the instances occurred have been
rearranged so that my growth and progress can be better understood by the
reader.
I can truthfully say that I went
kicking and screaming into the UFO and alien issue. After all, who in their
right mind would set out to make themselves look like an oddball? It has not always been easy, but luckily, I
have been blessed with a wonderful husband who has always been willing to
listen and not think that I am completely crazy. My husband is a very strong
person, and every time I get too involved or way out of line he is not afraid
to tell me to get back to reality. He is my anchor, the one who always knows
when to pull me back to Earth, so to speak.
Never did I believe that I would
become involved with UFOs, let alone anything spiritual or having to do with
Jesus Christ, God, or, for that matter, what they stand for. The only thing I
wanted to learn about UFOs was, if they were real and where their ships came
from. After realizing that UFOs were real, the next thing I wanted to know was
who was piloting them. I came to the realization that whoever was driving them
had to come from some place and I wanted to know if they were from earth or
someplace else. When I first heard about UFOs, I believed that anyone who felt that
life existed anywhere but on Earth was nuts.
Over the years
our home has been illegally entered many times. Some strange items were left in
the house, which I think might have been done just to let me know that someone
was there watching. One time someone left a pair of brown cotton garden gloves
in a size smaller than either my husband or I wear. Another time a man’s gray
short sleeved work shirt was left on the bed. The shirt was too small for my
husband to wear. There was no other male was living in the house at the time.
Another time I came home and found a bouquet of dead flowers on the back porch.
I took that as a warning to back off from what I was doing, and I took that
message to heart. For years I didn’t speak in public on these topics but did
keep reading and talking to people privately.
Another time I
was at a meeting in a small town about sixteen miles from my home. Traveling
country roads to get to a meeting was not unusual. There were not many houses,
so it was a lonely ride. On this particular night I had picked up a friend in Appleton
The next morning before going to
work my husband checked the van. As he came back in he was shaking his head
saying he was taking the car and not the van to work because the van was not
safe to drive. The fan belt had little squares cut out of it all the way
around. My husband could not understand how I got home without it breaking.
Ever since then I have always wondered what would have happened if it had
broken. Was someone waiting for me to have car trouble? There I go sounding paranoid, but maybe after
reading the rest of my experiences it might not sound so paranoid after all.
Even with all
of the surveillance and interference in my activities I knew in my heart that
there was a higher power watching over me, keeping me safe. I just did not
realize who or what the higher power was.
Part One
My Journey, How It Began
Many people say an adventure begins with a single step;
mine began with a 1,200- mile road trip. My
husband traveled with his job and was sent to Connecticut
My parents did
not want me to drive that distance alone with two small children, so they
followed us in their pickup truck. As we set out everything seemed to be okay
until we entered western Pennsylvania Pennsylvania
When we pulled
into the driveway of our new home, I was very pleased. It was an acre of land
with a river flowing through the backside of the lot. Then I noticed the eight
by forty-eight-foot trailer, blue in color with a large porch on one side. The
only problem with the porch was that it had no insulation and could be used
only in the summer. You have no idea how small the trailer was in the winter.
When it was cold, we spent almost every evening and weekend at the local malls
just so the walls did not close in on us.
My mom and dad
stayed for about a week and then decided to go back to Wisconsin. While at work, Gary Gary
One night we
mentioned to Trap that the car could not get up Second Hill Road with all of us
in it. He asked if we had a screwdriver, and my husband went to get one. He
then went to the rear of the bug and in about five seconds said it was fixed. I
giggled to myself, “Sure, sure who does he think he is?” The next day as I drove the car to the
grocery store and stepped on the gas to get up a hill, I realized that the car
had never had so much power or run so well. I had heard that Trap could fix
anything and now had to agree that he could.
During this time
the kids were missing their friends and someone we knew had a dog which had a
litter of puppies. We talked him into letting us have one of the four-week old
beagle puppies. The kids picked the runt of the litter and called her Sandy Sandy Sandy Sandy “NO,” and she
would not touch the food. Many times they left their ice cream dishes on the
floor over night and she never touched them.
We included Trap
in our holiday celebrations and at Christmas we wanted to include him in our
picture taking, but he always avoided having his picture taken. This seemed
odd, so I began asking him questions about his past. He told us that he was
left on the doorstep of a woman and that she had raised him. Outside of that we
did not get much more information from him or about him. After my husband’s job
was finished we were sent home. However, six months later my husband was sent
back to Connecticut
Trap had been my
introduction into the possibility of life existing in space. Is he an alien or
isn’t he? I don’t know and I don’t care
because he opened my mind and heart to the possibility of life in space.
My
Introduction to UFOs
With my husband traveling for his job we realized that the only way to keep our family together was for all of us to accompany him whenever we could. In 1974Gary Connecticut
With my husband traveling for his job we realized that the only way to keep our family together was for all of us to accompany him whenever we could. In 1974
Later we were
again sent to Connecticut, and while we were gone a large bridge was built over
a lake in our hometown. It was during the construction of this bridge that
strange lights were seen in the construction area. It was reported in the local
newspaper, and many people would go down by the construction site near the foot
of the bridge to see what was going on. They were often treated to sights of
strange objects and lights over and under the bridge. Edna and her family often
went down to look at the lights and this got her interested in the UFO topic.
It was not long
after our return to Wisconsin that I saw my first UFO. This took place in my
backyard. I saw three lights about the size of a quarter making unusual
maneuvers in the night sky. They flew in a straight line across the sky; then
they reversed direction, exchanged places, and flew three abreast. When they
zigzagged across the sky, they looked as if they were playing tag. I knew in my
heart that we had nothing on Earth that could accomplish either of these
maneuvers or had anything that could go the speed they were flying. This was
amazing to me, but it was all the proof I needed. I was off and running, going
to at least one and sometimes three meetings a week, reading every book that I
could get my hands on and spending every opportunity I could sky watching. For
some reason my husband knew that this was very important to me and didn’t make
a fuss when following my dream of finding the answers that I needed.
Edna and I
started riding around in the car most nights, following any light we saw in the
sky, often finding out that they were only red lights on radio or water towers.
We found every light associated with our local airport. After awhile we got to
recognize where the stationary lights were so that we knew when we were seeing
something that should not be there. Many times we reported what we had seen at
the local UFO meeting place and were frequently ignored. I often wondered what
they thought of us because we saw so many strange things in the night sky and
they used to sit outside all night long, hardly seeing anything.
Edna and I
attended many UFO meetings together, often traveling far from home. One night,
on the way home from a meeting there was a UFO in a farmer’s field alongside
the road between Appleton and Menasha. It was early spring and the ground was
freshly plowed with a single large tree, bare of any leaves, in the middle of
the field. There was a round silver craft about one hundred feet in diameter,
hovering and wobbling just above the field. It was about fifty feet in the air
and there was no sound. About in the middle of the craft was a row of different
colored square lights circling the craft. I thought the squares were windows,
even though each was a different color. The colors of the squares from left to
right were; white, yellow, orange, red, blue, dark blue or purple and green.
All of a sudden the lights started blinking from my left to right as the craft
started to move. The faster the lights blinked the faster the craft moved. As
it started to move faster and faster the lights became blurred into a solid
single colored light. The craft dipped, looked as if it just missed the top of
the tree in the center of the field, and headed south. It looked like it was
going directly to the north end of Lake Winnebago .
We tried to follow the craft, but it was gone in a few seconds.
Edna did not
have much money at this time and wanted a camera to take pictures for her
business and the UFOs she was seeing, so she bought the only camera she could
afford. After taking some pictures she took the camera back because it did not
do a good enough job. By that time she had a little more money and got a better
camera. This happened again and again until finally she ended up with a decent
35-mm camera. Now she felt confident that if she saw anything she could get a
picture of it. One night Edna’s family and mine decided to go out into my
backyard to look for strange lights in the sky after the 10 p.m. news. So outside we went. We were out
there for only a few minutes when we saw some high flyers. These are craft that
look like stars except they move very quickly and often make quick, almost
square turns or zigzag across the sky. Edna grabbed her camera and took a
picture. When the photograph was printed there was a streak in the sky that we
did not see with the naked eye.
We took the
picture to a few photographers and asked their opinion of the streak. We were
asked questions and they realized that we weren’t knowledgeable enough to fake
the picture. They said they did not know what we had but that whatever was on
it had to be moving thousands of miles per hour to make that much movement for
the amount of time the shutter was open.
A local TV
station was contacted about the photograph and they came to do an interview
with us. While the bright camera lights were focused on the photo we could see
a circular craft at one end. Even the cameraman was impressed with what he saw.
Our neighbor
across the street did not believe in UFOs and he often snickered at my beliefs.
One night he and my husband were outside talking. All of a sudden my husband
came rushing in the back door all excited and out of breath. When he could
talk, he told me that there was what looked like a carnival carrousel in the
sky. It was circular and had lights blinking off and on all around it. By the
time I got outside it was gone. The neighbor said to me that he had no idea
what he had seen but now felt there was a possibility that there could be other
life forms in the Universe. That made me feel good because now there was at
least one person in the neighborhood who did not think I was crazy.
There was a place in
a town near me where anyone interested in UFOs
could come and meet with like-minded people. Because of her sightings Edna
became involved with these people who believed in UFOs and the aliens who drove
them. When my husband, children and I got home from Connecticut
Seven Lights Seen over a Farmer’s
Field
One night Edna
and I were on our way to a meeting in Appleton and we saw seven red circular lights over a farmer’s field. They were the size of a nickel held at arm’s length and seemed to dance
in the sky. The six red lights were only a few hundred feet off the ground.
Edna stopped her van and we watched for a few minutes until we decided to drive
the rest of the way to the meeting and see if anyone else had seen the same red
lights in the sky. When we arrived at the meeting we told of our sighting and
no one seemed interested. After a few minutes a couple came in all excited,
talking about six red balls of light they watched dancing in the sky as they
came from the west. As soon as they told their story the host of the meeting
got sighting reports out of the filing cabinet and had us fill them out. We
were glad that someone else had seen what we had because finally we were
believed.
You never knew who would be at
these meetings and everyone who came had a story to tell. One time a couple
came to a meeting and told about an experience they had when they went for a
Sunday drive. Looking into the rear view mirror, the husband saw an old car
that looked like a Model T. It was black and shiny, looking as if it just had
come off the showroom floor. All of a sudden two men dressed in black jumped
out of the car as it went into the ditch and passed the couple on their right
side. The two men were in the ditch on the opposite side of the road running
fast enough to keep up with their car. Much to the couple’s surprise the men
and Model T were moving so fast that both car and men passed them. They slowed
down their car, watching this peculiar sight of the men who ran so fast their
legs were just a blur and a car that steered itself as it went past them. They
watched as the men jumped into the car, which was now ahead of them on the
road. The couple slowed down even more to watch as the men and car were beamed
aboard a UFO which had suddenly appeared over the middle of the road. As soon
as the car and men were on board, the craft took off. I thought this
interesting story needed to be included because it was years later that I heard
other stories of men in black who often drive old large black cars.
Years later the
people at the UFO meeting place moved out of the area and we no longer had a
place to meet. Many of the people there went only by first names so we were
left with no way to find them. Edna, Dale and I met by ourselves for quite some
time before people found out that we were meeting and they joined us. At one
point there were a dozen people coming to the meetings and you never knew who
was going to be there or what type of story you were going to hear. At one
meeting an elderly gentleman showed up wearing a coat and tie. He shared how
during World War II he was an interpreter between the Americans and the
Russians after the two armies met at a German river. He had to cross this river
each day and a driver would take him where he needed to go. One day his Russian
driver picked him up and drove him to a large warehouse type building and took
him inside through a side door. Inside he saw three circular metal craft on
tripods. He actually touched one. As he and the driver passed one of these
round discs, a Russian General saw the American interpreter and gave an
immediate order for him to be taken out of the building. The next day there was
a new driver assigned to him. I do not recall him giving us his name, only
vague hints such as, “When I returned home after the war, the mayor wanted to
give me a parade but I declined.” He
never came to another meeting but I placed what he shared into a file for
future confirmation. It was an exciting time for all of us.
This was a very interesting time in my life, the excitement of always being able to learn new things and meeting people who were interested in UFOs. To this day I still have contact with a few of these people. This was when I met Dale, one of my best friends, and I feel very fortunate to have been able to call him a friend for over thirty years.
Door County
The local technical
school invited a well-known UFO speaker to the area to give a lecture. Edna and
I went and while waiting for the lecture to begin talked to some interesting
people in the audience. A woman there told us about a man in Door County
It
was February and very cold, slightly overcast as it often is in Wisconsin
during the winter. Door County ,
Wisconsin Lake Michigan .
We were going in Edna’s van because my husband needed the car for work. My
husband dropped me off at her house and for the first time we learned of the
problems that can occur when you get involved with UFOs. The van would not
start. Edna called a friend to start the van and he did it by bypassing the
battery. I have no idea what that means, but we were on our way. Next the hot
light came on so we decided to stop at a mechanics and see if anything was
wrong. He said he could not see any earthly reason for the light to be on and
to go ahead. He also said we should not shut off the engine until we got to
where we were going. So off we went, hot light still on, but very determined to
get to see the Door County man.
As we were
getting close to our destination, Edna decided to stop and get a new tape for
the recorder that she had just gotten from her son on her birthday. We stopped
at a store and I stayed in the van so that we could keep the engine running.
When we got to
the house, we were welcomed with open arms by both the man and his wife. We
wanted to tape what was said so we could listen later and review what we had
learned so we asked permission, and they both agreed. Edna and I enjoyed an
afternoon discussing our favorite topics; UFOs and aliens. He said the aliens
had given him a triangular stone and while holding it in a specific position it
would give a signal, letting him know when aliens were in the vicinity. He
showed us the stone and wouldn’t you know it, it gave him the signal the aliens
were in the area. He showed us a pair of interesting gloves the aliens had
given him and when we looked inside there was a J. C. Penney’s tag. After that
we were shown a photo of footprints the aliens had left behind. It was strange
because one footprint was different than the other; our shoes have the same
design on the bottom of each shoe, so why didn’t these?
The afternoon
was getting late and we would have to drive part of the way home in the dark so
it was time to leave. You never knew what the winter roads would be like in the
evening hours. After we were in the car for about ten minutes, I saw a shiny
silver UFO off to the west and a little ahead of us. Just after I saw the UFO
we decided to play the tape because we did not believe everything the man had
said. The tape started off all right, but after a few minutes it got all
garbled and full of static. We could not understand what had happened to the
tape because the recorder was only a few weeks old. The tape recorder worked
perfectly after this one incident. We did not talk for a long time as we were
lost in our own thoughts.
As we neared
Green Bay hunger overtook us, so we decided to eat at the local Ponderosa
restaurant. While still in the car I looked at Edna and realized that her face
was all red, it looked sunburned to me. I did not say anything to her at the
time because I had to use the bathroom and decided I could tell her later.
Little did I know that she was also looking at me, thinking the same thing. In
the restroom we looked into the mirrors as we were washing our hands and got
our first good look at our red faces. We looked at each other and pointed at
our faces, unable to say anything or come up with any explanation as to what
had happened.
We had on
blouses with different necklines, and where our necks and chests were not
covered the redness was very evident. It did not hurt and went completely away
after three days, or so we thought. We decided we needed some answers and felt
that those at the local
UFO meeting would surely have our answers. At the next meeting we told them
what had happened to us after seeing the UFO on our way home. The answer
we got from them was that we had sunburn off Lake Michigan
as it reflected through the van windows. Well now you have to remember that
this was February in Wisconsin Bay of Green Bay
After looking
back at this incident these many years later and reading and talking to other
people who have had similar experiences, I believe the UFO got to close to us
and we got a burn from it. I also believe that somehow the UFO affected the
tape in the tape recorder. As a follow-up to this whole story, it is now
approximately twenty-five years later and whenever I get hot or excited the red
face and chest is still there; you can even see the line where my blouse was
open. The last time Edna and I spoke about this incident confirmed that she
also has the redness on her face and chest when she gets excited or hot.
Camping:
Huckleberry Campground
During this period of time we began to realize that strange things were happening. We often wondered
how we could go out night after night chasing lights in the sky and not use
much gas. Many times we would go out and think we were gone for only a few
hours, only to realize that we got home in the early morning hours. Still the
strangest thing happened on the July 4th weekend of 1976. A group of
us decided to go camping near New
London Appleton
We had promised
to leave right after the meeting and be back early. The meeting usually ended
about 10:00 p.m. and we did
not stay to enjoy conversation nor the coffee and cookies that were usually
served afterwards. We left the meeting at about 10:10 p.m. , and I planned to drive back to the campground
using the usual route. For some reason I decided to go the back way into the
campground; I turned on a side road and remember seeing a sign which said Bean City New London
We never did see
the Bean City tavern, which we should have seen as we drove past it. I could
not figure out how we got to Highway 54 as I did not remember going over any
bridge to get there. Finally we got back over one of the bridges and found our
way back to the campground. When we got there Sue was very upset she said, “Do
you know what time it is? You said you
would be back early.” Looking at a clock we saw it was approximately 1:30 a.m. I could understand why Sue was upset with us;
after all, watching eleven children was not an easy job. Needless to say my
husband and the children were sleeping and did not even know we were among the
missing for a period of time. This was the first time that it was evident to us
we had missing time. I checked the gas gauge the next morning and we had plenty
of gas left so we could not have been driving around for over two and a half
hours. If we had driven around for that amount of time, we should have been
almost out of gas, but to my surprise there was still over half a tank. I have
driven the same route many times, trying to figure out what really had
happened. It is 32 miles from the campground to Appleton
After discussing
this incidence, Edna and I decided we should investigate what had happened to
us. Missing time was starting to be discussed in the UFO community so we
figured the only way we could find out what happened was to be hypnotized. We
knew no one who would do it for free and neither of us had any extra money to
spend on such a notion. Edna had broken up with her boyfriend and my husband
was once again laid off from work. We had a hard time meeting the necessities
for survival and certainly had no money for such an expense. We decided to keep
our feelers out for anyone who would be willing to work with us for free. We
knew that it would probably be next to impossible but we had faith that if it
was meant to be, it would happen. Years later we did find someone who was
willing to work with us pro-bono. This will be discussed in the hypnosis
section of the book.
About this time
Edna contacted a very popular tabloid magazine about our sightings. They came
and talked to us for a long time. The magazine brought an artist along and she
drew pictures from our descriptions of the ships and what the aliens looked
like. They also flew in a hypnotist that they knew so she could hypnotize Edna
and me separately. The hypnotist took me back to where a contact had taken
place so I could relive what had occurred. After the hypnosis was over she told
the magazine that she believed my story and felt that I did not make up any of
my experiences.
After the
reporters left, I got a call from them and they read the story to me. To my
surprise the magazine reporters took a couple of our experiences and put them
together into one story. Luckily the reporters were relatively new and let us
sign a contract with them that would give us the final O.K. on the story. They
put many of our experiences together as one experience and made us look
foolish; maybe using only one experience was not exciting enough for their
tabloid. I believe that if the story had been printed as they wrote it, we
would have been the laughing stock of our friends and family. I told them the
story was wrong, what they had written was not how things had happened, and
they were not to print the story. I have to give them credit, they did not
print the story nor did we ever hear from them again. I will always be grateful
that the article was not printed as it had been written.
Another UFO Investigation
A telephone call came to us from a
woman I will call Caitlin. She had been having experiences on the family farm
in the northwestern part of Wisconsin
When Caitlin
described on the telephone what was happening to her, we knew we had to see her
so we could hear the whole story about what she was experiencing. Edna and I
waited for Dale to get out of work and then proceeded with the five-hour drive.
Caitlin thought it would be better if we met her at her parents’ home because
she believed she was safer, and I certainly can’t blame her for not wanting
strangers in her home. After arriving and introductions we asked and were given
permission to tape record the meeting. It took ten minutes to set up the tape
recorder and find a longer extension cord which was needed in the old farmhouse
with few receptacles. The farm that she and her husband worked was back to back
with her in-laws. Caitlin did most of the barn work
and took care of the animals, often spending nine hours outside each day.
Caitlin knew
that there were aliens on the farm and felt they were messing with the animals.
She explained that after a while one gets to know how the animals should act,
and lately they seemed to be very upset. Often the cows were very uneasy as if
someone else had been in the barn. Caitlin also believed that they marked the
cows for some purpose, but she didn’t know why. We asked if there were any
cattle mutilations on the property and she said no. Caitlin also explained how
she felt they were messing with her house cats and the family dog. All of the
kittens were freaked out and it seemed the dog was shy and often hid under the
kitchen table, growling as if he could sense that something was outside.
Caitlin had been
seeing UFOs regularly for some time. Once she saw a silver ball come out of the
sun; another time she saw a silver craft with red lights on the bottom. She also
described seeing three craft moving in a straight line. Sometimes they even
landed in the wooded area on the farm. When that happened she could see lights
flickering in the woods.
One of the main
things Caitlin wanted us to know was that she did not drink and that she
enjoyed her home life and family. She talked openly around her children about
what was going on and explained that they had become very frightened and would
not talk about it anymore. The children had weird dreams but when they tried to
describe what they were they couldn’t remember them.
This woman told
of seeing a tall “being” more than once. It was strange because it had what
looked like a mask or motorcycle helmet on, so she could not see his face. (I
also have seen this type of helmet on beings more than once although I did not
have a negative encounter with them.)
It, appeared like it had on a long fur coat that covered it from neck to
ankles. One time she saw him on her deck kneeling as if it were praying.
Sometimes she tried to wake up her husband so that he could see what was
happening but he always seemed to be in a deep-sleep almost as if drugged. This
incapacitated spouse phenomenon is a common event I have read about.
If you look at
only this part of the picture you know that she has had alien experiences. But
there was much more to her story. When she went into the barn she could see
pictures on the frosted windows. Most often she could see the word “Hi” written
in the frost. She could see pictures on the wood paneling, the ceiling or
anyplace she looked; however, no one else had seen the writings or pictures and
she thought her husband and in-laws wanted to institutionalize her. They even
had a minister come over to talk to her and he gave them the names of two good
psychiatrists. She was afraid to leave her children alone in the house and she
did not want them to travel to school alone. Caitlin appeared unstable to
family members, but then who wouldn’t be with the things that were happening to
her.
She also knew
that everything in her house had been gone through. Things had been moved
around and some items were missing for a short period of time only to be found
again later. One time a new peanut butter jar was left open on the kitchen
table and looked as if it had been sampled. No one in the house said that they
had gotten into the peanut butter. Many times since then I have heard stories
about no one believing what was happening to an individual who had encounters
with aliens.
Often Caitlin
heard what sounded like small feet scurrying around on the roof of the house.
Other times she saw a big black dog moving around the farm. This dog was seen
with something that looked like a little woman. Once she even saw something
that looked to be the size of a child with a mushroom head, big black eyes and
long skinny fingers with points on the ends. Another time she saw footprints in
the barn that looked like a raccoon’s but much larger with big wide toes.
We asked about
her sleeping habits and the answer she gave us was not a surprise. It seemed
that even when she had a good night’s sleep she was always tired the next day.
No matter when she went to bed she usually woke up tired. There were times when
it was warm outside she felt instantly cold and when she had this chill she
knew the aliens were around.
We told Caitlin
that there was a light of protection that God and Christ has given everyone and
that she should use it to protect herself and her family. We explained that
some of the aliens feed off negativity, anger and fear. We could feel all of
these negative emotions in the house. We asked her to believe in the light of
protection with complete conviction or it would not work. Without that belief
the aliens would have permission to intrude on her and her family.
As we were
leaving, we asked Caitlin to let us know how things were going but we never
heard from her again. I have included this story because it has baffled me
since the first day I heard it. Because I have had a hard time getting people
to believe what happened to me during my encounters part of me wants to believe
this story and yet I have a hard time with everything she said had happened to
her.
Unusual
Lights
At the UFO meetings many people
talked about very unusual things going on in their lives. Sometimes while out
watching the night sky they would feel as if someone were watching them. At
times the family pets would sit and watch something that seemed to walk through
the house. This made them feel uneasy, and the hair on the back of their neck
would stick straight up. I said to myself if the aliens are really out in
space, they should show themselves to me; little did I know that they would try
to influence me in strange ways.
During a period of about four months
when I was home alone, balls of light would show up in the house. These balls
of light looked like the soap bubbles children make outside. They looked like a
bright light was shining inside and they seemed to radiate many different
colors. They would bounce around and sometimes it looked as if they were playing
tag. When I asked at the meeting place what they were, no one had an
explanation for me, although I felt in my heart that the aliens were answering
my request to show me of their existence.
One night we were having a bad
rainstorm with great claps of thunder and lightning. It was so bad that the
lights went out in the area. I looked outside and the street lights were off
and all of the neighbor’s houses were dark. But there I stood in the window
with all our lights on. How was this possible?
About a week later something even stranger happened. We lost the
electricity to our house, but everyone else had lights on and the street lights
were shining brightly. I was going to wait for my husband to come home so he
could see what was wrong with the lights but being impatient, I checked the
fuse box and everything was okay. My husband checked when he got home and also
found no problems. Maybe the aliens were trying to get my attention, so I said
out loud, “If the aliens are doing this, it is not funny, and would you please
turn on the electricity?” After about
five seconds the electricity came on, and I thought, “My goodness, if they have
this kind of power, they certainly could do anything they wanted to do. Maybe
the ones that are doing this were not bad.” Suddenly the lights blinked on and off three
times as if to signal I had the right idea.
The electricity in our house would
go off and on frequently when no one else’s in the neighborhood did. The
children saw this happen time and again but they were so young I don’t think
they remember what happened. Neither one has ever spoken about it. I now
believe this was the alien’s method of introducing me to them.
Strange happenings also were
occurring with streetlights. One night it occurred to me that the street lights
were going out way too often when I passed them; sometimes the lights turned on
if they were off. This seemed to happen only when I was thinking about aliens.
Then I tried to turn them off and on with my mind power, but it did not work.
This hasn’t happened often but has continued to the present. I can’t remember
when this all started, but I mentioned it to Dale, and he indicated it was also
happening to him. Dale and I got together to talk about the street lights, and
he explained that one night as he was walking to the Dairy Queen about a mile
from his home, he also had street lights blink out. As he got about three
blocks away from his home, a street light would go out. As he continued walking
they continued to blink out, he would turn around occasionally to see if they
stayed out, and they did. This continued the rest of his walk to Dairy Queen;
but on the way home, as he got near a street light, it would come back on. Now
that was weird!
Street lights are supposed to go on
at dusk and off when the sun starts to affect them. I know many people who have
had a street light go out when they are near but I have never heard anyone
claim to have this happen year after year, no matter where they are. So what
was affecting the street lights, why only certain people, and why so
often? I knew it had something to do
with the aliens, but I never suspected how they would answer the question when
we finally asked. Many years later we finally asked the aliens how they knew
who we were. They explained that each person has a light that shines within
them, the brighter the light, the closer we are to God and Jesus. They could
see this light because it shined like a beacon from our heads from great
distances. This is how they knew who we were and where we were. They explained
that was the reason the street lights go out. Our lights at times were so
bright that they turned the street lights off. Then I wanted to know why the
street lights sometimes went on, and it was explained that the aliens sometimes
did it just to see what our reaction would be.
My husband noticed how often the
streetlights would go out when we were driving, and I asked him if he knew what
was happening. He explained how we had a car-top carrier that was shiny and
reflected the light back to the street lights and turned them off. Years later
we traded the car and got a different car that did not have a car-top carrier
and the lights were still going off. So, I again asked what he thought was
causing the lights to go off, and he told me to, “turn your light down because
it is too bright.” Where did that
statement come from? I was shocked! Now, all these years later, when the lights go
off, Gary
Meeting
Ike
I had decided that
if I were going to continue in this field, I should look into other paranormal
topics. It was fall and the new schedule came out for the Fox Valley Technical School
When I first saw him, he was wearing
a pyramid on his head. I thought what a weirdo, but what did I expect in a
class like this? The teacher explained
how the pyramid had energy that we are just now learning about. So, we
experimented in class with a dull razor to see if it would get sharp and to my
surprise it did. Next, we put a glass of water under a small tabletop pyramid
and it tasted fresher. We were given the dimensions to make our own pyramids so
we could experiment at home. I put a glass of milk under my home made pyramid
for a two days and it did not sour. Even the kids got involved; we had a lot of
fun experimenting trying to see if we could keep cheese from molding. We also
put a can of moist dog food under the pyramid to see if it would stay fresh and
it did.
The next week Ike came to class with
a pair of black glasses with tiny pinholes. Ike explained he was wearing them
to improve his vision. I really was surprised with that one, but he said it
improved his vision.
During the last class we were told
the students as a group were going to raise a person from a sitting position on
a chair into the air with two fingers. All we had to do was learn to focus our
minds in unison to accomplish this. What we did was take the heaviest person in
the class and put him on a chair in the front of the classroom so all of us
could see him. Then we were told to concentrate with our minds to make him lighter
and lighter. Two people were chosen from the class to lift him and I was one of
them. He was told to think of himself being as light as a feather. I stood on
his left and the other classmate stood on his right. We took our index fingers
and placed them under his thighs close to his buttocks. As everyone was
concentrating the instructor told us to lift him with our fingers and we did.
We managed to get him a few inches off the chair before our concentration was
broken. So now I knew the mind by itself or in a group is a strong instrument
that can be used in many different ways.
I talked to Ike during our breaks
and once I got to know him, I liked him a lot. We talked of many metaphysical
topics including ghosts. He liked to go ghost hunting, he called himself a
ghost buster, always trying to prove if they were real or not. Ike was the first
person who introduced me to the concept of different dimensions, even if we
cannot see them. I asked him if he would like to come to our UFO meetings and
show us some of the things, he was interested in. He accepted, came to our
meetings, and became interested in what we were learning. Ike came to the
meetings for awhile until he felt he was being drawn to the southwest, almost
like he had something very important to do there. We said our goodbyes to him
with heavy hearts because we knew we would miss him.
Curious
Greetings
After seeing the first few UFOs, I
realized that almost every time I would go out into the country there seemed to
be strange objects flying alongside my vehicle. The country roads I traveled
had a ditch on each side and most of the time the objects were just beyond
that, about twenty feet from the side of the road. Some of them looked circular
or round and silver colored, but most were black or very dark in color. Most
were about the size of a basketball and paced the car. All of a sudden they
would be there, keeping pace with the car. If I went faster, they would go
faster; if I slowed down, they would also slow down.
They seemed to be watching, never
getting any closer or farther away. This would last for a minute or two, and
then they would shoot off in a direct line away from the vehicle. There was
never a feeling of fear. I never felt threatened, just a feeling of well-being.
I felt more inquisitive and went searching for answers. It seemed as if someone
were checking up on me, saying hi, and then moving on. After I came to the
realization that I was having contact with the aliens, this phase gradually
ceased. At the time I did not understand what was happening; all I knew was
that it was a safe, secure feeling.
Self-Hypnosis
Classes
Edna, Dale, and I wanted to find out
what was happening to us, but we weren’t having much success in finding anyone
to hypnotize us. When we found out Fox Valley Technical school was offering a
class in self-hypnosis, we thought if we could learn self-hypnosis, we could
hypnotize each other.
The three of us took the hypnosis
class and then an advanced hypnosis class. We were taught how to relax the mind
and body, how to breathe and to slow down the body functions. The teacher
emphasized the importance of achieving deep relaxation and how not to allow
things around you to interfere with the relaxation. We worked in the classroom
with most of the lights off. He had a very soothing voice and I could follow
his instructions easily. He had a way of making the students at ease in his
presence. During the class he kept getting us to go into a more relaxed
hypnotic state with each succeeding week.
The thing I remember most about the
class was the night he wanted us to leave the classroom and fly like a bird
over a fenced-in field. We were to look around so we could come back and tell
everyone what we saw. I don’t remember how it happened but as I flew over the
field, I looked at the sky and decided that I wanted to go out amongst the
stars and see what was there. I visited the stars and looked over a few
planets. I was soaring like an eagle, going up higher and higher, diving at the
stars and planets. I could feel the wind as it rushed past my face, feeling
like I could do this forever and did not want to stop. As the teacher brought
us back, I fought to keep going, but his voice was pulling me back ever so
gently and slowly.
When we were all back and fully
awake, we were asked to describe what had happened. As everyone described how
they flew around a field and looked at the ground or at the fence, circling the
field and waiting for more directions, I realized something had happened to me
that was different. Why did I take off like that? Why did I not follow directions? This was the first time I felt more connected
to the stars than to Earth. The teacher was amazed that I did not follow his
direction and that I went on my own out into the sky while the others were
bound only to his direction.
We never did use what we learned in
this class to hypnotize each other. The self-hypnosis class has helped me over
the years in many stressful situations such as pain from difficult surgeries. I
now realize that this was one step in my learning process, and this made it
easier when my hypnotherapist helped me learn what really happened in the
missing time experiences. I also use the self-hypnosis that I was taught to put
myself into a relaxed state when I let the aliens speak through me, but more on
that later.
Meeting James Earl Carter Jr. the Future President
I had read that Jimmy Carter
saw a UFO while he was Governor of Georgia, and I wanted to ask him about his sighting
but never thought I would get the opportunity. In the fall of 1975 while
campaigning for the presidency, he was to make a stop in Appleton , Wisconsin
Many of the
people at the UFO meeting place also decided to try to speak to him and, we all
felt it would make more of an impact if one of us talked to him at each place
he planned to make a stop. There was a K-Mart store on College Avenue that was
close to the airport, so I decided to try to talk to him there.
It was in
September of the year that he was running for president. I got to the store
early so that I would not miss him. There were plenty of men in suits already
in the store looking everyone over. When candidate Carter came into the store,
I got to talk to him for only a minute or two, and then the security personal
were moving him on. I did ask if he would look into the UFO issue and try to
get the information out. He promised to look into it and get the information
out, and then he was gone, moving on to the next place he was to visit.
I really thought he would and could
do that, but to my surprise he never released any information. I have a feeling
that once he was in office he realized that he could not get the information.
Many investigators claim that even the president does not have a high enough
clearance to find out about space ships or aliens. After he was elected
president we waited patiently for the information before sending a letter
asking when we would be hearing about UFOs, and a letter came from a secretary
stating Mr. Carter never said he would try to release the UFO information. So I
was disappointed again, but never was I willing to give up searching for
answers.
Local Abductee
In the early 1980’s
we heard about a local man who had a frightening encounter with aliens in the
mid-seventies. It took Dale, Edna and I some time to track him down, but we
finally located him and realized that he had more than one encounter.
We had to talk for quite a while
before he finally agreed to meet with us. At first he shared what had happened
to him with friends and received ridicule. Because of this ridicule he agreed
to a meeting only if nothing was being recorded and his experience was never
published. When we arrived, we were surprised to see an investigator from a
large UFO investigative organization already there. Some investigators from a
very well-known UFO organization had previously told him not to share his
experiences with anyone even though they did not seem to be able to help him
come to terms with his abductions which made him feel helpless.
Harry lived in a farmhouse with his
dog just outside the city limits. When we got to his house, we made
introductions and then proceeded to the living room where he told us his story.
It did not take us long to realize that his experiences were not good. He had
been out duck hunting one fall day when it happened. He had retired for the
evening, leaving his gun in the bedroom to clean it for the next day. His large
dog always slept in the corner of the bedroom with him.
During the night the dog awoke him
by whining and making a fuss. As Harry awoke he realized that his body was
paralyzed; he could move only his eyes. There in his bedroom were small beings,
who did some experiments on him. These experiments were very painful and scary.
They used some strange instruments that he had never seen before.
Harry struggled to break free of whatever
was holding him in bed. He could see his normally a good watchdog, cowering in
the corner. He could see his gun and tried to reach it to protect himself and
the dog but could not move. He wondered how these things had gotten in the
house because there was a light outside the bedroom window which allowed him to
see anything in the yard. Suddenly they were gone; he could move and the dog
fled the room, never again to be coaxed into it. He showed us the bedroom where
all this happened and tried to get the dog to enter the bedroom, but the dog
refused.
We shared some of our experiences
with him and realized that Harry’s life was now being controlled by his
experience. He showed us the burglar alarms he had put on all his windows and
doors--he lived in fear of the aliens’ return. I have never seen anyone so
terrified.
The meeting went as well as could be
expected, and the man from the UFO investigation group seemed to be interested
in our experiences. When the meeting ended as we were walking toward our cars,
the investigator said, “Oh, by the way, I recorded everything that was said
tonight,” and showed us the recording equipment he had in the trunk of his car.
We were all so shocked that we could not speak. We just got into our cars and
left, thinking quietly to ourselves about what he had done…recording our
conversations without our knowledge or permission.
We later discussed what had happened
and became very angry. After all, who was he to record us without our
consent? If he had asked permission, we would
have said yes. We were disillusioned because of the tactics he had used and
decided we would not become members of any UFO organization. Within a year after our meeting with Harry, his
experience was mentioned in a book which confirmed accounts we heard about UFO
investigators being dishonest.
We met with Harry several times
after this initial meeting, and he had not recovered from his experience. Since
that time, he had more contact with these beings. Harry saw a UFO in the sky
while fishing on a local lake with his girlfriend. As he bent over to get more
bait, a ball of light came towards them. It passed over Harry’s head, hit his
girlfriend in the chest and then passed through her body. She was not hurt but
had a medical problem that was cured after this experience. It seems that she
had a very serious diabetic problem and had to take shots for it. After this
happened there was no sign of the diabetes. Because of what had happened to him
and people’s reaction to it, he unfortunately retreated from society.
This made me question if both the
spiritual and negative aliens could use superior knowledge and technology to
perform miraculous healing. So here we go again, why are my experiences so
different? I have never been experimented
on or felt threatened. It has taken many years for me to realize that I was
fortunate that the abducting aliens had not gotten to me first or maybe I had
faith in God and He was protecting me from that kind of contact.
I attended my first UFO conference
in Seattle, Washington on the 1986 Labor Day weekend in a park in the center of
the city. Edna drove out with her husband and son. They had a van that
converted into a small camper with a stove and refrigerator in it. Edna’s family
left early because they were going to make the trip a vacation. It turned out
to be a vacation from hell and is one that they will talk about for the rest of
their lives. First their engine blew up and they could not get it fixed, so
they had to get a replacement, but that was not right so they had to try
another engine. Then anything that could go wrong did go wrong. I remember Edna
being mad at the aliens for a long time because they did not come down and fix
the problems they were having. In one of the sessions she asked why they did
not help. The aliens answered that what happened was an earth problem and they
were not allowed to help or interfere because she had made the decision to
drive. Over the years they have told us repeatedly that they will not interfere
in our lives. We must learn to live with the decisions we make and the
consequences of those decisions.
Dale and I flew out from the local airport. We had to
take our own bedding and any food we wanted to eat with us because we had no
transportation to get to a restaurant and there was no food available at the
conference building. There were no restaurants or grocery store within walking
distance of the conference. Bachelor Dale took only sunflower seeds to eat. He
claimed he could survive on sunflower seeds for a long time. Needless to say,
when anyone offered him real food he ate it. I took a large suitcase for my
sleeping bag and pillow. Fitted in-between these items was a canned ham, some
crackers, and a jar of peanut butter. I took the peanut butter because it needs
no refrigeration; even to this day whenever I travel I can always be found with
a jar of peanut butter. In a small carry-on bag I carried my clothes for the
weekend. Our flight was very pleasant and uneventful, and to our surprise Edna
and her husband picked us up at the airport.
The park where the conference was held was beautiful
with many cabins among the tall trees and green grass. I was pleasantly
surprised and certainly did not expect to see anything like that in the middle
of a large city. There were no bathrooms or showers in the cabins, so we had to
go across the compound to the building where the showers and the bathrooms were
located. The cabin Edna, her husband, Dale, and I were assigned to, had three
very large bunk beds about the size of a king-size bed.
Here we were in the city of Seattle, in the middle of a
wooded area, surrounded by a high fence, which was locked at night. If we were
outside at closing time, we were locked out for the night. We were from small
towns in the Midwest , so this made us feel
safe. The conference was held in the large main building. Everyone was so nice
and friendly. We met some people that we corresponded with for years
afterwards. One woman in particular that I remember was from Canada
Aileen Edwards, who put on the conference, was the
editor of “The Missing Link” magazine and director of The UFO Contact Center
International, which was a nonprofit organization. We had been corresponding
for some time with Aileen, and she asked us to speak about our alien
experiences. We agreed after all how hard could that be? Edna and I spoke on Friday evening, and,
because there were not that many people present, we were asked to speak again
later during the conference, which we gladly did. Because this was the first
time I spoke in public, I saved the speech and every once in awhile get it out,
look at it, and wonder what I would have said if I knew then what I know now.
We met a man at this conference who was also interested
in aliens; he thought he had to find an Indian artifact which would help
explain the alien connection. It was so important to him that it contributed to
the breakup of his marriage. This was the first time the realization came to me
that the alien topic could became so important to some people that they gave up
their marriages and children just so they could devote their whole lives to the
subject. I believe this is wrong; after all, couldn’t you have both? There had to be a middle ground that could be
reached. I knew then that I had to find that middle ground because my family
was so important to me.
While in Seattle at the UFO conference we met a woman
who told how she had had cancer and the doctor sent her home to die. Feeling
terrible and in pain, she slept on the sofa because it was a lot closer to the
bathroom. One night while on the sofa she got a very distinct feeling she
needed to meet someone. Eventually she couldn’t ignore the feeling so she
crawled on her hands and knees through the house, down the front steps, and
into her car.
She drove slowly through the small town and crested the
hill outside of town where the road turned to the right; however, she drove
straight ahead into a grassy area and turned to the left. There was a deep
gully in front of her car. She looked across the gully and saw a UFO on the
ground with two beings in front of it. She felt her car slowly move forward
down, into, up and across the other side of the gully before it came to a stop
near the two beings.
These beings gently helped her out of the car and into
the craft. She was placed on a table and another being did a complete medical
examination of her. When he finished she was told they would help her fight her
illness but she had to promise she would follow their instructions about the
treatment. She agreed, and the medical examiner then produced a large syringe
with a long needle that was filled with a green liquid which was injected into
her stomach. Removing the needle from her abdomen, the alien physician told her
she was not to take any food or liquids for three days, after which she could
eat or drink anything.
A short time later she was placed inside her car, which
did not have the lights on or the engine running. As she sat in the car she
felt something push her car back through the gully into the grassy area near
the curve. She started her car and drove back through town toward home. When
she drove into the yard and parked next to the front steps, her son, who had
been frantically searching for her, came out and helped her into the house
while asking many questions about where she had been and why she hadn’t called
anyone. Because she had left home without telling the family, he thought she
needed to go to the hospital for observation and treatment.
When he mentioned treatment, she became very insistent
that she would not go unless her children promised they would not allow anyone
to give her food or fluids for the next three days. When they agreed that
someone from the family would be by her bedside making sure that no one gave
give her food or fluids for the three days, she agreed to go into the hospital.
The doctors checked her out and told her that she could
go home and prepare for her last days. As she left the hospital she was as sick
as ever and felt as if she were going home to die. But as the days went by she
got stronger and stronger, feeling much better each day. Six months later the
doctor stopped by to pay his respects to the family at her passing. When her
son heard what the doctor said, he called his mom and she answered him from the
roof where she was making repairs!
Needless to say, the doctor was speechless. She was
checked over, and they found no cancer and she was given a clean bill of
health. Since she was fully recovered and had regained her strength, the
doctors asked if she would be willing to give a small vial of her blood to
other cancer patients that were given no hope of survival. I remember her
saying that she had given her blood to six or seven people and they had all
recovered except for one woman who had committed suicide. The doctors were very
interested in her blood, and she was willing to help in any way she could.
However, after the suicidal woman episode she refused further participation in
the cancer research project because she was linked emotionally with those
people who received her blood, causing her an additional burden.
I wondered whatever happened to her
and this cancer treatment. I have looked for years to see the story in the
newspaper or on television but never found it. It seemed to me as if the aliens
had given us a cure for cancer, so why, wasn’t this looked into further? Who would benefit the most if this were not
brought forward? This was the first time
that we had heard of the aliens healing contactees, but it would not be the
last.
I enjoyed the conference and wished
I could have gone back again but never did. The conference was over on Sunday,
but our flight did not leave until midnight
because we were on the red eye express. Aileen was so nice she offered to take
Dale and me back to her home and then made sure that we got to the airport. I
don’t think I ever thanked her properly for being such a wonderful hostess.
Aileen did “The Missing Link” magazine from her home so we got to see how the
operation worked. Dale and I got home early in the morning on Labor Day so we
had the full day with our loved ones. Edna got home a few days later without
any further complications.
Edna and I read about an upcoming conference and decided that it was time to
get our feet wetter by attending another UFO conference. It was close and not
expensive, so we made our plans and decided to take Edna’s smaller car because
of the good gas mileage it got. We made a bed in the back so one could drive
while the other slept. We started out about 3 a.m. on a Friday so we would get there in time for the
opening supper and to meet the speakers. Many of the speakers gave a summary of
what their lectures would be about.
I especially remember the gentleman at the conference
who gave a talk about there being two types of Sasquatch in the Ohio area, one
with red eyes and one with yellow eyes. This was the first time I had ever
heard about them having different-colored, glowing eyes. He also talked about
many Sasquatch being seen around city dumps.
He told another story about a
woman who lived in the country and was romanced by a Sasquatch. Her husband was
not home a lot, and almost every time she was home alone one would come around
in the evening. He often left her flowers on the front porch. She was very
frightened and told her husband what was happening. He, in turn, told his
friends and they decided they were going to kill this thing before it could do
any damage. So, the group of men got together with their guns and sat in a car
one evening waiting for it to show up. They did not have to wait long as it
came lumbering out of the woods, stopped in the garden, and picked a handful of
flowers. As it came near the house, they proceeded to get out of the car and
take aim at the creature. They shot and heard a howl from the creature, which
made them all shake in their boots. It turned on them and they fled to their car
where the creature walked around it making awful noises. It actually made marks
on the car while shaking it like a toy. The Sasquatch then turned and strolled
towards the woods limping as it went. As it entered the woods, it again let out
a terrible howling sound. When the Sasquatch was out of sight, the men got out
of the vehicle and proceeded with their guns drawn to follow it. When they got
to the point where it had entered the woods, they looked for a bloody trail to
follow but could not find any. They knew they had hit the creature but could
find no evidence of it. That ended these experiences as the Sasquatch never returned.
On Saturday night we were invited to the hotel room of
the group putting on the conference. It was fun talking to everyone and being
able to hear what the speakers talked about when they were not on the podium.
The group had drinks in a tub filled with ice. The group had past newsletters
for sale and I bought only a couple of them. Everyone seemed to be drinking
except me; and as the night went on everyone got happier and the newsletters
got cheaper, so I bought a few more. I still have these newsletters and often
get them out to reread.
An interesting part of this whole trip happened on the
way home. We had been keeping track of our gas mileage and at one point
realized that we got extra good gas mileage. Now Edna and I both drove like
little old ladies and made no quick starts or stops so we always got good gas
mileage, but this was almost impossible. It was something like five more miles
per gallon on one tank of gas. It also seemed as if we got home quicker, taking
less time to get home than it did to get there.
After going around Chicago and heading north toward
Wisconsin it was getting dark; we turned on the headlights and realized they
were not functioning properly. They turned on all right, but when changing from
low or high beam they would go out. We had running lights so we drove slowly on
the gravel shoulder of the road. We played with the lights and eventually got them
to come on. We then left the lights alone so that they could stay on. After we
got home the headlights were checked and nothing was wrong with them.
Much later during a channeling session with the aliens
we learned we had an encounter with them on the way home from Cleveland. A UFO
picked us up and took us on board. The beings on board looked very human. The
captain or pilot had on a green uniform that looked very much like military
army fatigues. He had short, dark, almost black, shiny hair and had what looked
like a military type of haircut. He was about five feet six inches tall, stocky
in build and had dark olive-colored skin. There were three other aliens in the
control room, and two were dressed in the same military type uniform.
I was taken to another room that looked like a doctor’s
office. As I sat on a table a being entered, he was not human looking. I got
the impression he wanted to look me over. I was frightened and he said with
telepathy that they already knew everything about me from their soul computer
and I should not be afraid because they only wanted to see how my body was
doing. They would not do any experiments on me like so many of the abductees
talk about. He promised that he would not hurt me and proceeded to look at how
my knees were working. He straightened them out and then bent them many times.
He seemed very interested in how they operated. He also put something around my
arm, and I assumed that it was checking my blood pressure. After the checkup I
went back to the control room and the same male was at the controls. I had the
impression he was male as he had no shape like a female would. He looked at me
and spoke to me telepathically and said that we have to work together to
accomplish our jobs. I had no idea what he was talking about but nodded yes. He
showed me a scene in my head of people holding hands in a circle; they were
holding tightly to each other as if some force were trying to separate them. I
realized he was trying to show me how working together as a team makes us stronger
than working individually. This man then told me that he would be keeping watch
over me and if I ever needed him, he would try to help me.
While this was happening, I noticed another person in
the room standing off to one side. This young woman (who had a very female
shape to her body) was not part of the crew and looked as if she were
observing. She was pretty and had blond, shoulder-length hair that was turned
under at the bottom. She had on a blue uniform with a skirt. She never said
anything but seemed to take an intense interest in everything that was going
on. Years later I realized that this female was Monn, the alien that was to be
my contact and the one that I channel most often. This was my first
introduction to Monn, I never spoke a word to her and she never spoke to me.
So I was never probed or experimented on with this or
any other contact that I have had through the years. The aliens always
respected who I was, and I also have a lot of respect for them. Many years
later I realized why they were so interested in my knees. In 1991 I had to have
a right knee total replacement, and in 2002 the left one was also replaced. I now realize they probably knew that I would
have problems with my knees and were just checking up on me. Many people have
asked me why the aliens did not take care of my physical problems, so I
eventually asked them. They answered that I knew the body I was entering and
the problems that it had, but it was the one available for my soul to walk
into; therefore, they would not interfere with my life in that manner as it
would go against the Law of Noninterference. This law does not interfere in our
making our own destiny. We make our own decisions and are responsible for our
own actions. The aliens have explained that they will not interfere unless our
actions will upset the Universe. In other words, we can exterminate ourselves
but they will not let us destroy the planet as that would affect the Universe.
Channeling and the Reluctance to Do It
Like
everything else in my life, I went into channeling questioning everything about
it. What I had seen of channelers made me believe that some of them were
charlatans and I did not want to be like them. I felt that many of them did the
channeling only to be important and have people look to them for their answers.
Most channelers I have seen personally are very lovely people, but I feel they
are tapping into their inner selves for the messages they are channeling. I
believe psychics, channelers, and tarot card
readers are all responsible for any message they give to people that might
affect a life in either a negative or positive way. I did not think I was ready
to take on that responsibility. Enough of this, I am getting ahead of myself.
About this time a mother and daughter started coming to
our UFO meetings. They came from a town about 30 miles away. The
nineteen-year-old daughter channeled a being that was not just one person but
represented a group of beings that worked together. One evening in the spring
of 1986 Edna and I went to their home specifically to hear channeling and to
see what it was all about. I will call this being Anon because he said that he
talked for a group of beings. A lot of questions were asked about a specific
person. These questions were answered, and what was said sounded genuine. I was
intently observing everything to see if it was genuine or not. However, I was
still a little puzzled after the channeling but there was less resistance than
before.
For the first time I looked at channeling in a different
way. This young woman was not doing it for money and or glory because she was
doing it very privately. Later we again went to hear more from Anon. I will
tell you what happened that evening only as it relates to me, although many
other people were discussed. This was what I now believe was part of my wake-up call, to my commitment for being here at this time. At this meeting Anon, told
me that I was to let someone speak through me. He (they) said that I should go
with it as I had made the commitment before I came here. Being the person that
I am, I said to myself “NO WAY!” No way
was I going to let anyone else take over my body and say all sorts of things
over which I had no control. He also said that they were helping a being called
Monn learn how to speak English and that she was doing very well with her
lessons. She was just about ready to start her part of the mission. Again I
said to myself, “NO WAY, not me.” He
again said that I had made this commitment before I came to the planet and it
was very important that I keep that promise. My thoughts were, how dare he, try
to tell me what to do. After leaving their home I became reflective and very
quiet. Edna asked if I really thought I could do this channeling. I said I
didn’t know if I wanted to do it because I didn’t believe in channeling. What I
find very interesting is this mother and daughter stopped coming to the
meetings after giving us this information. People kept coming into our lives
and then would disappear.
The only channelers and psychics that I had seen prior
to this were on television, and I thought they all had help from the sidelines.
I decided to go to a local psychic and see if she would say the same things,
Anon had said, I would not to talk to her about myself, so she wouldn’t have
anything to use. She did not have much to say to me, and what she did have to
say was wrong. She even had my children in the wrong birth order and told me
about their marriages and what would happen to them; needless to say, most of
these things never happened.
Did I want to become part of this? Did I want the responsibility of suggesting a
path and sending people down a path that was not right for them? I knew in my heart that if you channel or are
psychic, you are responsible for anything that is said. I also believe you are
responsible for anything you say that could influence anyone who is listening.
In other words, if anything is said that has a negative impact on anyone, you
must at some point take responsibility for that. This is not something to be
played with. I have seen many people asking for ways to handle their lives, but
rarely do they follow what they are told. People just seem to go from psychic
to psychic until they find one who will give them the answers they want. Many
go to channelers who speak to the dead to get answers instead of looking into
themselves for their answers. Most psychics and channelers do not think they
have any responsibility when they speak to people. Psychics and channelers seem
to have everyone’s answers but sometimes aren’t good at handling their own
lives.
Now you can see the quandary I was in. I certainly did
not want to channel the dead; they did not know any more being dead than when
they were alive. What good would it do to talk to dead people, except to maybe
help the person who was still alive to feel better about whatever was unsettled
in their past with the dead person? I
certainly did not want to let an alien talk through me for any reason. I felt
people would think I was crazy. After all, aren’t most channelers channeling
information that is just garbage and aren’t they trying to dupe the people
around them into believing they are great?
I believe many of these channelers feed their own egos while doing this.
After all, what could inflate an ego more than to have people always asking you
to give them their answers? The answers
that the psychics give are very general and vague and could be for anyone.
After all, what they lack in giving relevant useful information, they make up
by giving the people what they want to hear. For example, one person kept
asking questions about her children and who they were in a past life. She often
told me what was said, and, if she did not like the answer she kept going back
until she found one who told her what she agreed with.
I would like to explain a little about how much this was
bothering me. I asked Hank who was my hypnotist to help me with a problem I was
having with the channeling. There was some apprehension on my part. I told him
I believed the channeler had a responsibility to the people who were listening.
I knew that something might be said during the channeling to someone that was
not right for that individual. I felt as if I would then be held responsible if
what was channeled changed their path for this lifetime. Maybe I would not be
held responsible in this lifetime but I believe I would be at some point in
time. You have no right to interfere in the path people have chosen for
themselves.
Hank asked if I thought that the messages I was getting
were harming anyone. I answered that I did not, because I have a close
relationship to Monn and the other aliens that I talked with. Hank said that
all I had to do was remember that I had control of the situation; I could stop
anytime I felt things were getting out of hand. He told me I had the strength
to do that. He said that if I felt the messages did not seem right I did not
have to pass on that message. Hank stated I was like a flower opening up. I
previously sat in the background and let other people lead, and the time would
come when I would probably take the lead. I knew that I needed to keep God as
the pilot in my life’s endeavors and then I would never go wrong. My thought
was, “Why me, why did this come to me?”
I only wanted to be a wife and mother and be the best one that I could.
Now I had to face the fact that I had volunteered and promised to do more than
I realized.
I find it very interesting that many people especially
during the Y2K situation were interested in what to do to save their bodies.
Meanwhile the aliens that we were speaking to told us that we needed to figure
out how to save our souls, not our bodies. Don’t get me wrong, they told us
that everyone should have an emergency supply of food, water and medicine
enough for about ten days. Humans should be ready for any type of emergency.
One time the aliens asked us what we would do if we had a large supply of food
and people came to us for help. Would we get a gun and kill them? That certainly would not be spiritual, would
it? Now that made me stop and think, how
far would we go to protect our bodies only to lose our souls?
Missing Time
On one of the last trips I made to
see the mother and daughter in Fond du Lac who channeled Anon something very
strange happened. Edna and I had already talked to Anon, who channeled through
the daughter, and he had told me that I would be channeling. So this time we
were going to talk to them about what was going on in our lives. I wanted to
bring both of them up to speed on how the channeling was going.
The evening was very pleasant; the
mother and daughter each explained how they were being bothered by Orion
beings. A lot of things were missing from their home including a ring. They
were upset and told the beings they wanted their things back. It seemed that
everything showed up eventually, out in the open, where one or the other would
have seen what was missing. I have had some of the same experiences especially
since I have been working on this book. Sometimes parts or whole chapters are
gone. It is really surprising to find that whole channeling sessions disappear
off a disk. This makes me think I should work harder. I find it interesting
that someone or something would try to stall the progress of this book.
As we were leaving we said our
good-byes and got into Edna’s van. The time was about 11:45 p.m. As we were driving down the North
ramp onto Highway 41, Edna was eating salty snacks out a bag that was between
the front seats. Edna always ate when she drove so she could stay awake. As we
got about twenty feet from the bottom of the ramp I could smell the strong odor of cinnamon. It smelled as if there were a
fresh apple pie in the vehicle. It reminded me of coming home from school and
smelling the fresh apple pies that my mother baked in the fall with the
McIntosh apples from our trees. Edna and I both commented on the smell and
wondered where it was coming from. The next thing I remember was recognizing a
local gas station on the south side of Oshkosh Fond
du Lac
The rest of the way home we talked
about what had been discussed at the meeting and what we were going to do the
next day. The conversation came back to the cinnamon smell in the car and we
wondered if maybe something had happened. I felt unusually tired when Edna
dropped me off at home. My husband was sleeping and I did not want to wake him
up, so I went right to bed without turning on any lights. The next morning I
got a call from Edna, asking if I realized what time we had gotten home. I
answered no; I went straight to bed because I was so tired. Edna explained that
her husband was up when she got home and he commented about how late it was. It
was about 2 a.m. and he
asked if our alien friends took us for a ride. That got us thinking that maybe
we had missing time again. What happened during almost two hours of time? Could we have driven around for that amount
of time and not remembered?
When we asked Monn later about the
smell, she said that we had had contact that night with her and she wanted us
to remember what had happened, so she used the smell of cinnamon to try to get
us to remember. Needless to say, it did not work. For a very long time I waited
for the smell of cinnamon to occur again, thinking that the aliens would use
the smell to let me know they were about to make contact, but it never
happened. We were not afraid of what had happened, just curious. We certainly
did not feel violated in any way. I believe this was just another gentle step
toward the realization of what was happening.
The Channeling Begins
Months later I realized there were other thoughts in my
head beside my own and I had also started to feel a presence other than my own.
This often happened when I was doing manual labor that needed no concentration,
such as scrubbing the bathtub or washing dishes. It
wasn’t like someone talking to me; the best way I can describe it is like a
ticker tape playing in my head that I could read. This continued for some time.
I was very inquisitive trying to figure out what was happening.
Someone was trying to speak to me. One of the messages
was that they, whoever they were, loved me and did not want to harm me. If I
did not want to communicate with them they would leave. This intrigued me
because if they wanted to harm me in any way, I believe they wouldn’t have
volunteered to leave. So if they loved me enough to leave, maybe I could trust
them, maybe they weren’t so bad after all.
Then there was a voice in my head that I knew was a
woman. It was like I could hear and feel her. She explained that she had a
solid body and a little more about herself so I would be more comfortable. I
liked the idea that she had a solid body and that I could touch and feel her.
It took me a while to become comfortable with the process. She spoke to me and
told me her name was Monn and that I had known her before I came to Earth. She worked with a group of aliens who
are here at this time to help the planet through a transition that was about to
take place. She said, “We are your friends and we are here to help the planet
in the troubled times ahead.” I asked
what they meant by times of trouble. She said that earth is now going through
some natural changes and disasters such as a pole shift, which has happened
many times before on this planet. The biggest problem today is man’s ability to
exterminate himself and destroy the planet with atomic weapons. I thought,
“Holy cow, what would happen if many countries exploded atomic weapons at the
same time?” It was then explained that there
would be an immediate change in the climate, strong winds of over 200 miles per
hour, and everything we knew would change in an instant. Monn explained that
now there are more powerful weapons than the atomic bomb available to the
people of our planet. If they should use these weapons, it would affect the
rest of the planets in our system and even planets that are further out. That
is what the aliens are worried about; therefore, many aliens have volunteered
to come and assist us in any manner that they can. I found this information
very interesting. Why would complete strangers to this planet be willing to
help us when we aren’t willing to help our neighbors? This surprised me and got me interested in
what else they had to say. I wanted to continue this experience but was very
careful because I did not want to be fooled by these beings. They could be
using trickery to fool me, they could be someone or something that wanted to
get me to do something not quite right or maybe something evil. So very carefully
I moved forward, always with the idea that I could back away if anything seemed
out of order.
Then one day we were both ready to do the channeling. I
was ready to let Monn use my voice box and she was willing to speak through me
to relay the messages. When the channeling first happened, we were not prepared
and did not realize how important it was to keep track of what was being said,
so some of these sessions have been lost. Later we asked some of the same
questions so we would have a record of the alien answers.
When the channeling began, I did not know it was
happening, I didn’t remember anything that was said. The being coming through, suggested that we tape the sessions so that we
would have a record of what was happening. This frightened me very much as I
did not know how the channeling was to take place. I asked if maybe I should
read some books and there was a message in my head, “Don’t read anything, just
let it flow, let it happen. You shall then know that it is not something you
read about and you won’t have any preconceived ideas of what should
happen.” Because this was so new and I
was so shy about the channeling it only happened when Edna was present. We
often asked people in the group to give us questions they would like answered.
We would then ask Monn and see if she would give us an answer. Sometimes she
would answer and other times she would not. When she answered the questions, we
would relay the answers at our next meetings. No one around me seemed to
realize that this was not an easy situation for me. Everyone wanted me to
channel. They were not interested in my feelings,
only what the channeling sessions would bring to them.
We started to tape every session so that I could listen
and find out what was being said. It is very hard for me to listen to the
tapes. It is strange to hear my voice on the tape and realize it is not me
because the pattern of speech is different. The reason that I do not remember
what happens during the channeling sessions is because my soul actually leaves
my body and the alien’s soul enters to use my voice box and keep my body
functioning correctly. To this day I hardly ever know what is being discussed
during the sessions.
In these first sessions, questions were asked about our
abductions. During this time we used the words abduction and contact
interchangeably because we did not realize there was such a difference between
them although we did realize our experiences were different than what was
happening to most people and different from what was being talked about in the
UFO community.
The other people in the group asked us to share what was
being discussed with the aliens and as time went on the aliens asked to have
more people join the sessions. The aliens were being very patient with me,
allowing me the time to become comfortable with the process of channeling.
One day I realized that there were blank spots on the
tapes and the title on one of the tapes read “edited”. I could not figure out
what was happening and suspected that Edna was doing the editing. My mind began
to whirl; I began to wonder what was on the tapes that I was not hearing. This
did not sit well with me. I felt that I should have full knowledge of what was
coming through me. The control of the tapes had to be mine; after all, I was responsible
for what was being said. I was very passive and allowed it to continue for some
time; over the years I have gotten stronger and speak up more now.
Monn finally said that everything was to be shared with
everyone in the group in its entirety. The tapes were not to be edited, and if
anyone did not want someone to hear a question or an answer, then they should
not ask it. The tapes were not turned over to me in a timely fashion, and when
they were, there were blank spots on the tapes. Eventually I had to leave the
group because it was the only way for me to regain control of the sessions.
From that point in time I have all the original tapes in my possession. The
channeling has continued to the present day and is done with whoever is present
at the meetings. Sometimes Monn even asks for a specific person who is not with
the group to join a session.
I have heard many channelers tell people what they
“should do” with their lives. I heard one channeler tell a person to sell their
home, another one their boat. Some were told what to do with their money. One
time I heard someone tell the person they were talking to that she should
divorce her husband. From what people had said to me, things did not work out
as the channeler said it would. Many times when this was happening I wanted to
scream at the channeler how they were going to be held responsible for what
they were saying. Did they know who they were channeling? Did they know if this entity was spiritual or
not? I wondered if they cared; my fear
was that I could become like them and my channeling would deteriorate to where
it would become a joke.
Because of our impatience and wanting to talk to the
aliens more than they were willing to channel, we thought we could use a board
to speak to the aliens. The aliens did not like us doing that, and the reason
they gave for us not using the ouija board was because it could be infiltrated
by negative beings who could fool us into believing they were positive. Because
of the negative happenings that are associated with the ouija board, we thought
we would be smart and make a letter board of our own. We used this letter board
to speak to the aliens once a week or more. We were often scolded for using the
letter board, and finally they told us how easy it was for the negative forces
to infiltrate the process and give us bad information. Because we wanted to
talk to the aliens more than they were willing to channel, we continued using
the letter board. Again they explained that it was not a good idea because
whatever the level of spirituality the people using the board are at, that is
the level of the beings that would be drawn to it. This is scary when you
consider that there are some very negative people out there who are calling on
anything to come through the ouija board. Many years later I was told that a
member of the group wanted to continue talking to the aliens on the letter
board but wanted to exclude me from these meetings. This did not surprise me
because I felt these people were getting together by themselves. By the time
this information was shared the person who wanted to exclude me had already
left the group.
To make the letter board we took an old metal TV tray
and put the letters of the alphabet on it with a yes and no in the upper right
and left corners. We used the top of a margarine container with a hole in the
center so we could see what letter it would stop at. The aliens had trouble
spelling our words; often spelling the words just like they sound.
I would like to explain how we proceeded with the letter
board. The margarine top would be put on the TV tray upside down. After we
would ask a question, it would move around the tray so fast that one person
would call out the letters and another would write them down. After the
margarine top stopped we would then try to figure out where the words were and
then read the message. It would look like this, sixdayinaweektoyou; then we
would put in lines where the words ended. Six/day/in/a/week/to/you. It was a
very cumbersome process of deciphering the spelling and what they were trying
to say. Even Monn had a hard time spelling our words; no wonder the aliens did
not like this form of communication.
After using our homemade board for some time, we came to
realize that each alien we talked to had a unique way of signing in so it was
easy to tell who we were talking to. One signed by my making the margarine
container lid go up and down about five times on the board. Another alien
signed in by moving the lid so fast that it was almost torn out of our hands. Sometimes
we could tell that the beings we were talking to were not the ones we wanted to
speak to; there was a difference in the feel of how the margarine container
moved. When that happened we got off the board and tried again later.
Radio Talk Shows
Edna and I foolishly decided that we knew everything
there was to know about UFOs and aliens, so we decided to do radio talk shows.
(Sometimes ignorance is bliss I now realize that I cannot talk with authority
on the whole topic of UFOs and aliens, I can speak only on what has happened to
me personally.) We did quite a few radio
shows, and there is one that sticks in my mind. This was a local station about
fifty miles from home. We had a good rapport with the moderator and had fun
although I don’t know if he really believed us or not. As we were going off the
air Edna said something like, “If you don’t believe us, look at the sky tonight
and you will see all the proof you need.”
The next day we went shopping early in the morning, and
when we got home in the late afternoon, there was a message waiting on the
answering machine. We returned the call immediately to the radio station, and
the man who interviewed us said, “Where have you been? We have been trying to call you all day. The
telephone lines at the radio station had been busy all day. People were calling
telling them that they had seen lights all over the sky the night before just
as you had said we would.”
Many times we were laughed at during the radio
interviews; I remember one incident in particular. I talked about how there
might be other life in the Universe although they would not necessarily look
like us or breathe air like we do. All the stars we see are suns and they could
have planets rotating around them, which could have some form of life on them.
I was laughed at by one of the fellows who called in and said that I was nuts
to believe that way. I am very happy that some of our scientists believe that
there could be life in space even if it is only microorganisms.
TV Show: At the Local Cable Access Station
I don’t remember how it exactly happened, but in 1986 we
did a television show on the local cable network channel. It was not seen by
many but we believe it got to the people who were supposed to see it. It was
fun but also a lot of work. The show was on every Friday evening.
We had to have all our own people to produce the show.
This included making our own stage set, having our own camera people and
someone in the control booth. Edna’s children handled the cameras and Dale
helped them out. Meanwhile Edna and I were in front of the camera scared out of
our wits. The station had a support person to have someone to help us when we
were short of people.
After doing the TV show for about six months, it became
increasingly difficult because we had to read and prepare material from books
and magazines for each week’s show. It was hard trying to talk for a half-hour
show on the UFO topic and not repeat the same material. We even started to
share some of our experiences with the audience. I did not want to share with
anyone outside of the group that I channeled. Edna liked to share anything that
was attention grabbing and I was afraid that she might spill the beans on the
air, so I told everyone that if anyone mentioned that I channeled, I would walk
off the air and not return.
Because the show was becoming very hard for Edna and me,
we asked Dale to join us, and he agreed to be with us in front of the camera.
Dale became a moderator and often headed off things that were not appropriate
to talk about on the show. One time I remember Edna talked about ghosts doing
odd things in her home. We were there to talk about aliens and UFOs, and
nothing else. We tried doing a call-in show as it didn’t involve as much
preparation time. It worked out well for us, and we knew then what the people
wanted to know. My involvement in the production of this weekly program has
made me very respectful of anyone who does a television show, especially if you
have to do all the leg work yourself. We enjoyed doing the show very much but
it became apparent that we were getting a few nuisance calls each week. There
was one young man in particular who called almost every week to ask some very
ludicrous and embarrassing questions. Realizing that we had probably gotten to
open people up to the fact that aliens existed, we decided it was time to give
up the show. As the years have gone past I am surprised at the people who I
meet that say, “I remember you, you did the show on UFOs at the local cable
station.”
I remember this time fondly; it was a time when I
thought that I knew it all. Ohh, to be back to those days when I thought I knew
everything there was to know about the UFO field. I knew very little, and each and every day there was some new type of
information coming our way. I had to read everything I could and then pick out
the pearls of wisdom. It became apparent to me that there are many people in
this field who tell stories with a half twist to
the truth so it seems quite genuine, but it is not. I want to believe people
are what they represent themselves to be, and I find it hard to understand why
anyone would misrepresent themselves or the material they have. As I write this
book I am still learning that not everyone is truthful. People tend to change;
sometimes this is good and other times it is not. Oh well, time for me to get
off my soapbox and on with the story.
Hypnotist, Finally the Answer
Many years later a minister named Marge started coming
to some of our meetings. Marge’s interest was in healing, not UFOs or aliens. She
was a wonderful healer who loved everyone. Her philosophy was that if God gave
you a gift of healing or psychic powers, you had no right to charge money for
that gift. If you charged money that gift would be taken from you. That got me
thinking. Maybe some of these gifts did not come from God. If not God, I
wondered, who could it be coming from?
It was years later that I realized that the dark/evil side of the force
has the same powers as the light/spiritual side of the force, they just use it
in a different way. Reverend Marge said there was a woman named Tina who was
staying with her until she could find housing in Oshkosh
After telling Tina some of our experiences, we told her
of our search for someone who could help us find answers and how we thought
that could be done through hypnosis. We told Tina we were looking specifically
for answers as to what had happened on our way to Huckleberry Campground after
a UFO meeting. Tina said she knew someone who might be interested in working
with us because he had helped her through a very difficult time in her life. He
was a physiotherapist who used hypnosis in the treatment of his patients. The
only problem was he lived and worked in Milwaukee Milwaukee Milwaukee
Hank met us in the outer office. We each introduced
ourselves. Hank took us into his office
and while sitting there waiting for our first session I was scared. His office
was a small room with no windows. Many photographs hung on the wallpapered wall
and later I found out that he had taken most of them himself. The office had a
small couch, a recliner and a straight chair. Hank sat in the straight chair,
Edna was seated in the recliner, and I sat on the small couch.
Hank wanted us to tell him exactly what we remembered
about the night with the missing time, in sequence. I don’t know how I got up
the courage but I asked Hank if we could tape the sessions, and to my surprise
he said yes. I was very glad because I had already made up my mind that if he
said no, I would leave.
We talked for a while; I know Hank was trying to create
a safe zone/space for Edna and me. Hank thought we might be hiding our memories
because it was traumatic, so he told us that he wanted us to view what had
happened that night in cartoon form. That way we could view what happened as if
we were not part of it.
He started to hypnotize us very slowly and took us back
to five minutes before our missing time started. He purposely took us down a
flight of stairs in a tree and we were to open the door and view what had
happened to us that night. It started with Hank saying, “Bonnie is driving,
what are you saying to each other?” I asked Edna, “Do you think we will see any
UFOs,” to which she replied, “I hope so.”
I was driving my 1974 green Plymouth on the back road into
a campground near New London, Wisconsin. As I turned down the side road that
would eventually lead to the campground, I remembered seeing the sign that said
Bean City
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I stopped the car and was standing behind the car door
for protection. The lights on the car were still on and the engine was running.
Edna was crying in the front seat. I was afraid that if I went too close they
would take me and not bring me back to my family. I could see the silver suit
of an alien coming down the steps. The suit looked puffy at the sleeves and the
ankles. The feet of the being had the same silver color covering. The being had
a motorcycle-type helmet on its head with a black face plate in front so I couldn’t
see what its face looked like.
The alien made
a motion for us to join him and I shook my head no. I looked over at Edna and
saw that she was still crying. When he saw how scared we were, he made a hand
signal like I would make to someone to “forget it.” I knew they were disappointed that we did not
want to go. I could feel deep inside my soul how disappointed this being was as
it started up the steps. Somehow I knew he was going to leave. At that time I
had been studying UFOs and aliens for approximately two years and here I was
faced with the fact that, yes, aliens did exist. I decided it was stupid of me
to miss an opportunity of my lifetime as it may never happen again. I don’t
know why, but I extended my hand toward him, palm up. I don’t know how I got
inside the craft but all of a sudden I was there.  |
| Inside craft |
There was a total of four beings on the craft. There
were two types of beings on the ship, I could tell by the shape of their
bodies. Most had broad shoulders, but one had small breasts and a smaller waist
although they were about the same height. If only I could have seen the faces;
it was impossible to do that with the type of visor they had on their helmets.
One of the aliens came and stood just to my left and a little behind me. The
top of his head was about shoulder height on me, which made him about five feet
tall. I felt as if he were giving me permission to sit in the chair that was in
front of the center panel from which they could fly the craft. As I sat in the
chair I looked at the panels. Some had what looked like clear round plastic
buttons with different symbols on them. I knew these symbols were written in an
interplanetary sign language that could be understood by different beings, you
know, just like the signs that are on the bathroom doors with a drawing of a
man or woman on them. Another of the panels had different colored buttons that
flashed at intervals. I got the feeling that the aliens wanted me to steer the
ship, and I hesitated for a moment before I touched anything. I didn’t want to
get myself in trouble. I knew that I should not touch the red button, so I
pushed down on the green button and the ship dipped down. I couldn’t feel much
movement, but on the screen in front of me I could see the dark night sky, and
then I could see the trees and ground coming up very fast. My stomach lurched
or fluttered as it often does when you are in a car and it goes over a bump
fast. As I looked at the alien for help; I got the feeling that they were
amused at what I had done. The ship seemed to have its own gravity as the
aliens and I had no trouble standing upright as the ship pitched back towards
Earth. The ship seemed to level off by itself, so I left the driver’s seat and
started to investigate the rest of the craft.
These are the
button-like controls seen on one of the panels in the craft.
As I looked behind me at the symbols on the wall, I seemed to know what they stood for but didn’t understand how I knew.
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The alien who was in charge started talking to me using
telepathy; these were not words, but pictures in my head.
He told me that:
- We should be learning to be more understanding of our
own people on Earth
- We should
be more compassionate and keep an open mind at all times.
- We should learn all that we can and be willing to teach
others what we know.
- We should be psychic explorers.
- He explained that I should be a teacher and teach the
knowledge. (I had no idea what he was talking about.)
- Earthlings have a lot to learn
before they can travel in space. (This was explained further in a channeling
session years later.)
- There are many different types of species in space; not
all of them look like what I had been taught. (This was different than
what I had been learning at the UFO meeting place in Appleton.)
Then I saw the trees and lights and
houses on the screen again. My thoughts returned to my family and I wanted to
go home. I wondered what had happened with Edna because I had not seen her
since I entered the craft. As the ship got closer to the ground I could see my
car sitting in the road with the lights still on. I wondered if the car would
start after all this time. All of a sudden I was back in the car with Edna and
the car suddenly started, so I knew that the battery was not dead. Years later
during a channeling session I learned the car had been taken along with us by
the mushroom shaped craft through the use of something like magnets. As we
looked around, I realized that we were not where we belonged. I had to drive
around for quite some time to figure out were we were. We were on Highway 54,
which is on the opposite side of New
London
After the session Hank asked what
everything looked like when we went through the door. I told him that as I went
through the door everything changed from cartoon to normal looking. Hank told
me that I was the one who decided to go with the experience and that I was much
stronger emotionally than I gave myself credit for.
Years later I went back and retraced
the drive we had taken that night trying to figure out how long it should take
to make the trip. It took 32 minutes for the ride from Appleton Appleton
At this session Hank gave us the
suggestion to remember more of our
experiences and this I did. As a matter of fact it was as if a floodgate had
been opened. I now have many memories of what happens when I go to the spacecraft.
I have not shared many of these memories with anyone because I can hardly
believe what is happening. I am always hoping someone will share their
experience with me that will validate what has happened to me.
Many strange things and sounds have
showed up on the tapes of our hypnosis sessions. On one of the tapes we could
hear the secretary typing in the outer office and the door bell jingling as
someone came in, but we could not hear our voices that were in the same room
with the tape recorder. Many times I would tell Hank what
I was remembering; he would always ask questions about the memories and would
reassure me that I was not crazy. One time I was listening to one of the tapes of our sessions and all of a sudden
I could hear what sounded like a helicopter. I could hear the whoop, whoop of
the blades and then I could hear a click like someone keyed a mike and said
“that’s right, we have it all on tape.”
I could hear the mike key again and then heard the whoop, whoop of the
blades as it seemed to move away. Then I could hear the office noises again.
The next time I played the tape, the noise of the helicopter was not there. I
lent the tape to Edna and she heard it only one time. Her daughter also heard
it, but the next time it was played the noise wasn’t there. I played the tape
four times and then heard the noise and someone speaking a second time, my
daughter was there and also heard it. Then I knew that we were not crazy and
what we heard was not our imagination.
We explained to Hank what we had heard
on the tapes, and he had a hard time believing it. I told Hank that my house
was entered and searched; we always locked the doors whenever we went away so I
guess technically it was not broken into. They must have had some way of
entering without forcing their way in. It always seemed to happen when I was
out of town and meeting him. I guess it was the only time they knew I would be
away most of the day. I got so paranoid that I even left a string in the door
and when I came home it was lying on the floor. Another time I came home and
found a man’s gray, short-sleeve work shirt with a J.C. Penney’s label in the
back. Later a pair of small brown cotton garden gloves was left on the bed; it
was strange because we did not have any gloves like that and both the gloves
and the shirt were too small to fit anyone in the house. My office looks like a
cyclone hit it all the time, but the tapes of the sessions are always stowed
and rewound to the beginning of the tapes. Many times I would find them in the
wrong order and not at the beginning of the tape as they should have been. It
made me feel as if someone was entering my home and using or listening to the
material that I was collecting. The funny thing is I have always said if anyone
wants to know anything, all they have to do is come to my door and ask
questions. Dale and I have always been willing to share everything that we
have. I believe that someone or something is keeping track of what is
happening; it gives me the creeps, but what can I do?
On one occasion Hank asked if I
would like to do a past life regression. He thought that if I knew who I was in
a past life it might give me some insight into my life now. So we did a couple
of sessions of past lives and were very surprised at what came up. When I was under
hypnosis, he asked me to go to a past life. Then he asked me to look around and
tell him what I was seeing. I saw three large pyramids in the distance. For
some reason I knew that these pyramids were made with the help of aliens who
had been present during the period of time they were built. (In a later
channeling session this was verified.) The aliens had taught humans the art of
levitation, which was using an instrument shaped like magician’s wand. After
the aliens left the process was somehow lost. He asked me to look at myself. To
my surprise I was a dark- skinned Egyptian who had on the loose-fitting clothes
of a slave. I was carrying a large leather pouch that contained water, which I
was giving to the slave workers who were building a smaller pyramid. The men
suffered to finish these monstrosities; many were often crushed by the stones
or were worked to death. While watching what was going on my heart felt very
heavy. The slaves were nothing to these overseers and often died at a very
young age. The taskmasters who were working for the king had their eyes set on
the finished product, which was to be done as quickly as possible no matter
what the cost, and nothing else mattered.
Another of the regressions took me
to the time of Jesus the Christ. I was a woman who saw Jesus speak and followed
Him from a distance. I remember how He spoke to each person in a manner that
reached each individual in the way that was needed. Everyone felt that Jesus
spoke to him and only him. He spoke with the authority of someone who believed
totally in what He was saying. I saw Him heal many people who are not written
about in the Bible. It also amazed me that there were many women following
Christ and He accepted these women as equals to the men who were His disciples.
In February of 1987, I asked Hank to
help me with a problem I was having with the channeling I was doing. There was
some apprehension on my part. I told him I believed that as a channel I had the
responsibility for the accuracy of what was said to the listener. Maybe I would
not be held responsible in this lifetime but at some point in time I believed I
would be. I also feel that if you cause people harm by your thoughts and
actions you must take responsibility for that action. You cannot interfere in
the path people have chosen for themselves.
Hank asked if I felt the messages
were harmful to anyone or were the messages such as they could help
spiritually. I answered the messages could help people spiritually and because
I had a close relationship to Monn and the other aliens I felt that I could
trust them. Hank said, all I had to do was remember that I had control of the
situation; I could stop at anytime I felt things were going to hurt anyone. He
told me I had the strength and could stop at any time and I was much stronger
that I gave myself credit for. He said that if I felt the messages did not seem
right I did not have to pass on the message. Hank stated I was like a flower
opening up. I had sat in the background and let other people lead and the time would
come when I would probably take the lead. So I must stay strong and keep God as
the pilot in my life’s endeavors and then I could never go wrong. My only
thought was, “why me, why did this happen to me?” It was time for me to accept the fact that I had
volunteered for more than I realized.
One day Hank asked if he could
bring his son to join in a session and speak with Monn. To my surprise I said
yes; sometimes answers just pop into my head and come out of my mouth before I
even think about it. The next time we met Monn spoke to them. I don’t know
everything that was said during the session because Monn requested that it not
be taped. Hank told me later that Monn had asked his son to stay in school and
learn all that he could because he would be using the knowledge he learned in
the future.
The channeling has continued. One
of the things that I have learned is that when I channel, my soul moves over
and the aliens soul comes in, uses my voice box and any part of my body that
they need to get their points across. I leave my body and fly anyplace I want
to go in the universe. Because my consciousness leaves my body I seldom
remember what is said during a channeling session. I seem to like visiting warm
places but sometimes visit cold places and come back feeling very chilled. One time they told me not to eat food
before a session as it was hard for my body to digest the food, so now I try
not to eat before the channeling happens. There have been times when a session
was cut short because the aliens said that my body needed to use the bathroom.
Now I make sure that I use the bathroom before I start the session. When I
listen to the tapes, I am surprised at some of the answers to the questions
that are asked, because I certainly would not have answered the questions the
way they did.
I would like to get back to the
story of Tina. She continued to come to our meetings for some time and often
brought her son along. Tina went to an old theater that had just been remodeled
in Oshkosh
Fire Walking
One day I received a telephone call from Hank. He asked
me if I were sitting down and I said no. Hank said, “Please do.” After I sat
down, he asked, “Have you ever thought of doing a fire walk?” I told
him that I had watched people doing fire walks on the television program, “In
Search Of” and wondered if it were possible or maybe it was just some kind of a
trick. He said he was going to have a fire walk and wanted me to participate. I
said I had to think about it, we talked a little more, and I hung up. As I
started to walk away from the telephone I asked myself, “Why are you hesitating?”
It was something I often thought about doing, so I went back to the phone,
called him, and said, “Count me in!”
Creating a fire walk is an all-day
process. First you start by building a large bonfire using about two cords of
firewood, leaving the wood to burn until there is nothing but hot embers left.
While the fire is burning you dig a pit six inches deep, four feet wide and
twelve feet long. After that is done you get a pep talk. You are taught to call
upon a higher source to help you on your mission. Hank asked us to call upon
whomever we knew the best. Some people called on God or Jesus. I asked my alien
friends to help me get through this tough test. Hank gave us a lecture to
encourage us to trust our inner strength. He explained how we each have
everything we need to accomplish whatever is needed because we have everything
inside of us. We only need to learn how to tap into our resources.
When the coals are ready, they are
placed in a pit and patted down smoothly so that no one stumbles and gets hurt.
You stand at one end of the pit with Hank, who helps you prepare for your walk.
As I stood at the head of the coals I had some fear that my feet would be
burned but I knew in my heart I could accomplish the fire walking. Let me tell
you, you don’t stand at the beginning of the coals with bare feet feeling the
heat slowly drifting towards you without first telling your body that it can do
anything that it needs to do to protect itself. When I was ready Hank sent me
on my way to the most powerful, exhilarating experience I have ever had: the realization that I had the power to take
any action that I needed to protect myself. Wow! What a high to realize that I had the power to
control my life.
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| My first fire walk |
Hank did a good job of getting us
all to visualize how we had that power within us to accomplish anything we
needed to do. You can use a fire walk to help with any part of your life. If
your life needs help with drinking, drugs, an abusive relationship, or
whatever, you can do it. We all have that power within us. The moment you
finish, you capture the power and want to share it with your friends. I
persuaded some of my friends into doing fire walks, hoping that it would help
them in their lives. I am sad to say that they didn’t have the same experience
that I did. They continued to have the same things happen over and over in
their lives.
From different people I have heard
some very unusual stories of why I did the fire walks. Now I have a chance to
tell the real reason I did them. Fire walking is a metaphor of life’s fire
walks of fears, habits, etc…it is a wonderful exercise of self-discipline and
commitment to beat your fears and get more out of your life. Fire walking is
your ability to face the problems that you have and your ability to learn how
to overcome them. When you fire walk you learn to trust your body to do anything
it needs to do to survive without harming itself, but more importantly, to
learn to survive without damaging your soul. Mind over matter really works, so
you have a choice of letting fear control your destiny or you can be the driver
in your life and feel alive.
Hank and I kept in touch over the
years. One day he called and told me he was getting married again. We had lunch
together and I congratulated him. He explained how he had met Harriet and after
only a short period of time they decided to get married. Sadly, the marriage did not last long and after the breakup he left the area. We kept in touch
for a short period of time with Christmas cards, notes and phone calls as to
what was going on in our lives. One day I got a call from Hank, and he said
that he was having problems. I told him that if he was ever in the area he had
a place to stay but I never heard from him again.
It is very hard when someone comes
into your life and holds a special place in your heart and then leaves. I
realize now that sometimes this is the way things are meant to be. Hank is
always in my thoughts; my only wish is that some day I will receive a phone
call from him saying he’s okay. So now another part of my life ended, and I
wondered what my next adventure in learning would be.
A friend of mine was over after I
had written this chapter and I told her I was thinking of including a picture
taken during one of the fire walks. I explained how I could not use a picture
with anyone else on it because I would need their permission. She agreed with
me, so we picked one of me crossing the fire pit by myself. It just so happens
that the very next week I ran into Beverly who had taken the photo and I asked
her if I could use the picture. She agreed to let me use it, so I went home to
retrieve the picture from the photo album but it was not there. How could it
disappear from a photo album in such a short period of time? I hope that before this book is completed the
photo shows up again so it can be used. Similar things have happened to me ever
since I got into this field. Someone or something always seems to interfere
with the process of getting this information out.
My Introduction to Eric, On a Large
Space Ship
I often go in the back yard to look at the stars on
nights when sleep is just beyond my reach. One night unable to sleep, I stepped
out the back door and stood on the porch. It was a cool evening with the smell
of fall in the air. The stars twinkled in the almost black sky. The moon was
only a sliver so there was not much light in the night sky. As I stood looking
at the sky, the hair on the back of my neck stood straight up. It was as if
someone was watching me. I looked around but the street was empty with no cars
in sight. Seeing no one there convinced me there was no one watching. As I
turned quickly to go back into the house, my whole body shivered as if the
temperature was below zero. Once back inside I locked the door, quietly trying
to convince myself that I was just being paranoid. My husband had to work the
next day and I did not want to wake him, so I decided to try sleeping on the
couch in the living room. Getting the yellow fuzzy thermal blanket out of the
closet, I happened to look at the clock, and it was 11:47 p.m. I laid down on the couch and covered
myself with the blanket. Resting very quietly with my eyes closed, I could hear
the quietness of the night, but the feeling of being watched still persisted.
Suddenly I realized there was a brilliant bright light
in the room; it looked like a very bright spotlight. My eyes were closed, but I
still could see what the room looked like during the daylight through my
eyelids. It was like going to the beach on a hot sunny summer day and looking
at the sun, then closing your eyes and seeing the sun shining brightly through
closed eyelids.
I tried to open my eyes; I tried to move but couldn't. I
was paralyzed and agitated at the same time!
My muscles would not answer the commands my brain was sending them. I
tried to call for help; nothing came out of my mouth. Taking deep breaths and
trying to calm myself down, I realized that I could breathe. Maybe I was having
a heart attack? Did I have pain
radiating down my left arm? Was I
sweating profusely? No, I guess I was
not having a heart attack.
All of a sudden, I could see three beings in the living
room with me. Looking through my closed eyelids I could see what looked like
the outlines of three beings with no shape except what looked like a head with
a neck and shoulders. They seemed to be radiating the bright light. My heart
was pounding; what are they doing in my house?
How did they get in; aren’t the doors and windows locked? How could this be happening? Then in my mind I heard them speak, “Have no
fear, we will not harm you.”
The Light Being Seen in my Living Room
As I calmed down, I realized that I could move, and my
eyelids would open. The beings looked like what people are now calling Light
Beings. They stood in a golden light so bright that all I could see was an
outline of a figure inside this bright light. My yellow fuzzy blanket was no
longer on me. I couldn’t see it…where did it go? They said, "Follow us." My heart stopped beating fast and I felt love
and compassion coming from these beings. I could feel that they meant me no
harm. So I got up and stood between them, two in front of me and one behind. We
moved single file through the front door, our feet never touching the floor. I
thought to myself, who are they, where did they come from and how could this
possibly be happening? I could feel in
my mind their amusement at my reaction of doing such an improbable thing. My
mind was racing, why was I calmly following them? How did they know what I was thinking and how
did I know what they were thinking?
After going through the front door of the living room,
my mind demanded clarification. Wait just one minute, how could we go through
the door without opening it? I could
feel them smiling at my questioning mind. We crossed the street in front of my
house. There was an open field and in the middle of it was a small ship on the
ground. It was round, saucer shaped, about 30 feet in diameter, silver in
color, and standing on three legs. On the other side of this open field is
Highway 41, which is one of the main north and south highways in Wisconsin
I don't remember how I got into the small craft…just all
of a sudden, I was inside. It looked larger from the inside than it looked on
the outside. The three beings who escorted me to the craft were the only ones
on board. But wait a minute, now that we were inside of the craft they did not
look like light beings anymore. Could this be because of the difference in the
earth’s atmosphere or vibrations to what was inside the ship? I didn’t know, but it seemed reasonable to
me. They looked almost human now that it was easier to see them. They had small
eyes and a round mouth and wore an olive green two piece suit. I looked around
the craft, being very careful not to touch anything. Surprisingly, they allowed
me to do so and seemed happy that I was so interested in how it worked; the
interior looked very much like the craft in my Cleveland
We traveled for what seemed like a few minutes. I could
see on a screen that we were approaching a ship about the size of a large city
and it had an opening on the underside where smaller ships could enter. The
small craft I was on entered the larger ship and the door hatch closed behind
us. What I saw inside reminded me of a marina with lots of places for boats to
dock. Instead of boats at the docks there were airships of different sizes,
suspended in the air, somehow connected to the docks.
I became excited again and had to talk myself into being
calm once more. The beings said, "You should leave the craft now as
someone wants to talk to you." As I
got out of the small ship and started walking down the dock, I noticed four
very human-looking beings who seemed to be waiting to escort me out of the
docking area. As we left the docking area we walked down something that looked
like piers. That is when I noticed a man with dark sandy hair sitting behind
what looked like a desk. He seemed to be questioning those coming off the ships
before they were allowed to go through a door that I assumed to be the entrance
to the ship itself. As we approached, he motioned us to go straight through.
That seemed strange to me…why was I not stopped and questioned like everyone
else? Were the aliens expecting me, if
so why?
After going through the door, I was escorted down a long
corridor by the same four beings. The ceiling and walls appeared to be concave
although the floor was flat. The halls were very well lit; the light seemed to
be generating from the ceiling and walls with the same intensity. I could see
no light bulbs, panels, or fluorescent lights. Every so often there was what
looked like panels that I assumed were doorways. There were no handles on these
openings and I learned later that the openings were doors that slid into the
wall like pocket doors. I took a deep breath and smelled what seemed like clean
fresh air. It was very refreshing and invigorating. The four beings were
keeping their eyes on me as we were moving through the ship.
When we came to a solid wall, it slid to one side, and
upon entering I could see a small circular room and realized I was in a lift or
elevator of some sort.
We got off the lift and proceeded down the hallway to
another doorway. I looked around and saw a small room with chairs and a couch.
The beings that had escorted me to this room suggested that I go into the next
area because someone there was waiting for me. I tried three times before my
feet would carry me into the next area. It was almost as if I knew that upon
entering the room, my whole life would change. I knew instinctively my life
would never be the same because of whatever or whoever was waiting for me.
Taking a deep breath and walking through the opening, I
encountered a being that was hard for my brain to accept. At the same time, a
feeling of great attraction entered my body, almost as if I were seeing a very
dear friend whom I had been separated from for a very long time. He held
himself with great dignity and was so sure of himself I just knew that everyone
had a great respect for this being. Much later I learned that he was the
captain of this ship. There he stood: I knew he was male, all seven feet plus
of him. His skin was blue and did not look like ours. He had soft down like
feathers on his body, and I could not see any clothes. His head had a strange
shape, almost like an eagle’s head. He had a mouth that was shaped like a beak.
He had an abnormally long thin neck. He had two arms which were longer than normal
for his height. At the end of his arms were hands which had five appendages. At
the ends of his fingers were things that looked like talons. His torso was
quite thick but thin, he had no waist definition. His legs had no feathers or
down on them and were short for his torso size; they were thin without any
shape except for his knobby knees. At the end of his legs were circles where
feet normally would be. His eyes were most striking; they looked like pools of
beautiful blue waters off the island of Aruba. His eyes were all blue with no
white. Maybe the best way to describe him is that he looked like a thin Big
Bird except he was blue. He called himself Eric.
He scared me because he was so big and so different from
anything I had seen; but at the same time, I knew he would not harm me. Eric
told me my whole belief system was wrong. He said that not all aliens are
blond, blue-eyed, Nordic looking male or female. The most important thing I had
to learn was that in space not everyone looked alike, nor do they think alike.
My whole perception of the Universe was changed in the blink of an eye.
This big blue being stretched out his arms towards me as
if to give me a hug. I hesitated, not knowing if I wanted those arms and talons
around me. When I looked into his eyes, I knew there was nothing to fear. Going
into his arms I received and gave the best hug ever. At the instant of the hug,
I knew I was home. This was where I belonged; I knew Earth is not my true home.
He unfolded his arms from around me, and said, “There are some beings here that
I wish you to meet and remember; this is one of the lessons that you must
learn.”
We went through another doorway on the other side of the
room, and I saw sixteen different types of beings. All of them were so very
different looking that I wondered how I could explain this to anyone. Some had
what looked like long hair all over their bodies and were over six feet tall.
Some were short in stature and looked somewhat like the Pillsbury Dough boy,
white and almost as wide as they were tall. There was a rainbow of different
colored skins. All of the aliens that I saw had one body, one head, two arms,
and two legs but not necessarily in the proportions we are familiar with. It
was then that I realized not all beings in the universe would look like us.
Some of the beings looked somewhat human and they had on long brown robes with
hoods. I suggest that you rent the first Star Wars movie produced and go to the
barroom scene, inside the Mos Eisley Cantina, so you can get some idea of what
the beings looked like.
The room had four large, kidney-shaped tables and each
table had four chairs, with each chair for a different type of being
representative of his/her planet. Some looked almost human. At one end of the room was a large desk with
one chair. I had the distinct feeling that this was a meeting room, almost like
our government meeting rooms. There were four distinct groups of beings
nonchalantly walking and visiting with each other. I had the feeling that I was
expected to visit with the four groups. I don't remember much of the
conversations that I had with each type of alien. The first group of four
aliens that I spoke to was in charge of the evacuation of earth humans. Group
two was in charge of plant life and making sure of their survival. The third
group was in charge of the evacuation of the earth animals. The fourth group is
still a mystery to me. The only thing I can remember is that these aliens are a
lot like humans, not only in looks but actions. They were laughing and milling
around and seemed to be having a good time. So this group I have named the
Goof-offs.
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| Jell-O -Like Drink |
Many were drinking something out of a container that
looked like glass, but I don’t think it was. I was offered a drink and, being a
good guest, I accepted. It was blue in color and could be rolled around in the
glass; some of it would stick to the sides of the container. This semisolid,
blue-colored liquid looked and acted a lot like Jell-O just before it sets up.
It was fun rolling the semi-solid liquid back and forth in the container,
seeing how close I could get it to the rim of the container and not have it
spill out. There did not seem to be a distinct taste to it. I asked what it was
and the only answer I remember is "happy juice." It is something like our wine and is made
from the extract of a fruit or vegetable type plant. This is a natural drink
with no chemicals or coloring added, and it did not have alcohol like some of
our drinks do.
I was told it was time to leave, but I did not want to
leave this place because it seemed as if I had finally found what I had been
searching for my whole life. I felt as if this ship was where I belonged. One
being then escorted me back to the small scout craft that I had arrived in.
Back in the small craft were the three beings who had originally brought me to
the ship. It seemed only minutes before we landed back in the field across from
my house. Again no cars seemed to take notice of the craft on the ground. Again
I floated back across the road and through the front door. I was then deposited
back on the couch in a lying position, covered by my blanket. Again I was not
able to move my muscles and the bright lights hurt my eyes, even with the lids
tightly closed. The bright lights began to fade. By the time the lights were
gone I could move my arms, legs and eyelids. With my body functional again, I
got up and checked on my children and husband; they were still asleep. The
clock said 12:35 a.m. How
could all of this have happened in less than an hour? I checked all the doors
and they were still locked. Did I fall asleep and dream this? No, impossible!
My husband is a really light sleeper but did not wake up
as I climbed into bed with him. I tried shaking him but he did not stir. I
looked at our dog Sandy
It was about three months before I told anyone about
this experience. How could anyone else believe me when it was unbelievable even
to me? Much later the aliens explained
how they had put my family in a deep sleep state. This was done because the
aliens did not want my family to wake up and become frightened or agitated if
they were to find me missing from the house.
So now my perception of the Universe, no, Universes, had
changed. How big everything is, how different we all are but in some ways very
much alike. I have been to this ship very often since
then and learned that I have a room on
board. It took a long time for me to accept this as fact; again I was not
willing to accept things at face value. I had to have proof and it was not
forthcoming. I had to learn that things could exist without having tangible
proof.
Evacuation Ship and Planet with
Housing
One night during my sleep the aliens took me to an unfamiliar ship where I was shown a huge square craft with rounded edges. It was shiny and silver in color and glowed with an unknown radiance. The aliens told me that this ship would be used for the evacuation of people from planet Earth.
One night during my sleep the aliens took me to an unfamiliar ship where I was shown a huge square craft with rounded edges. It was shiny and silver in color and glowed with an unknown radiance. The aliens told me that this ship would be used for the evacuation of people from planet Earth.
As they showed me around the craft, I saw individual
cubicles. Some of them were small for only one person while some were large
enough for the families that would be lifted off Earth when and if that is
needed. The rooms were white in color and sterile looking. The aliens asked my
opinion of the areas I had seen, I answered them as best I could. I explained
that the rooms should not be so sterile looking, that they needed some color,
plants, and pictures to make people feel more at home, maybe include something
to remind people of Earth or they may get restless after a short period of
time. There were sleeping bunks and storage areas built into the walls. I also
saw a mirror over what looked somewhat like a sink. I don’t remember seeing
anything that looked like a bathroom, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t there. I
saw a large central cooking area where food would be prepared and a large
dining area.
The common areas were beautiful. There were trees and
grass that looked similar to ours, but they were not the same colors. There
also was a small creek running through the area. They showed me shopping areas
where you could stroll around and purchase things. I asked what kind of money
people would be using for the purchase of necessities. Needless to say, I
received some strange looks. They explained that they don’t have anything like
money, so I suggested humans would need some form of money to purchase items.
This is a very important part of our lives; to some money is like a God. It was
at this point I noticed that the being with me had what looked like our I-pods
and was writing down what I was saying.
I knew the ship was big, so I asked what the size of the
ship was. Instead of getting an answer, I was taken to a meeting or conference
room where there was a large screen at one end. It looked like a movie theater
on Earth. As I stood before the screen they showed me standing in the parking
lot of a grocery store in Neenah Breezewood
Lane
I asked how they knew which people were to be picked up.
They answered that everyone and everything puts out a vibration and by this
they can tell whose vibration is at a level where they can survive being picked
up. They also explained that vibrations of people often change and it was
something that must be worked on all the time. This made me realize that no one
has a guaranteed ticket off planet Earth. Many of the people I have had contact
with over the years think that no matter what, they will be lifted off the
planet when things get rough. The aliens explained that many people who are
spiritual will stay on the planet to help those who are left behind. What they
said was, “It is not important to save the physical body, it is important to
save a person’s soul.”
It was also during this time period that they took me to
a planet which was very similar to Earth. I remember being shown a row of homes
that were two to three stories high but very narrow. They were blue in color
and seemed to be set into the side of a very high, steep rock that was almost
vertical. The houses were all connected but each had a walkway to the front
door. The walkways looked as if they were made of crushed stone; it certainly
did not look like concrete. There did not seem to be roads or anything that
looked wide enough to be roadways. The finish on the houses was shiny, almost
like plastic, it did not look like wood. There were curtains in the windows,
and everything looked neat and clean as if no one were living there yet.
There were big structures similar to our enclosed
football stadiums where masses of people could gather. There was no grass in
the center of this area but there were many flowers and trees, almost like
being inside a botanical garden or biosphere. The colors of the flowers were
the most beautiful I have ever seen. Around the outside there was something
very short green and lush. The next thing I knew I was back in my bed slowly
waking up.
Over the years I have thought of this very often. They
showed me a ship and a planet that was being prepared for humans if it was
necessary. I find it very comforting that someone would take the time and
trouble to prepare a place for us, if it were needed.
Good Friday, Who was That?
I was working as a food demonstrator at a local grocery
store on Good Friday, March
24, 1989 . My job that week was to demonstrate Grammy Bears. This is
a graham cracker product aimed at young children. I was working at the end of
the middle frozen food isle, facing the checkouts and doorways. I was telling
everyone how this product could be used in Easter baskets instead of candy.
Between one and three
o'clock in the afternoon a man, or maybe I should say what looked
like a man, walked past me. There was no noise as his heels touched the floor,
which made it look like he was floating above the floor. He was not walking
like a normal man. He moved with his face looking straight ahead, neither his
shoulders nor his arms were moving. He seemed to be about a head taller than
most men and walked as if he had a definite purpose. His hair was a sandy blond
color, parted in the middle, wavy or draped off to the side and a little past
his shoulders. The hair was very fine, soft and fluffy and bounced as he
walked. Next I noticed his clothes. He had on a plaid shirt. His pants were
made of jean material--they looked new and were dark blue in color. He had on a
pair of boots; the toes were not pointed or squared. I felt they were boots but
not cowboy boots as I could see the outline of the top of them through the legs
of the jeans. The most unusual thing he had on was his coat. It was also made
of denim-like material but looked new because it was also dark blue in color.
The coat was floor length and quite full. There was a slit up the back that
ended at his buttocks so that it looked like there were tails flowing behind.
They seemed to bellow and flow behind him as he walked. There was not a wrinkle
in that coat; I could not see how he could sit down and not get some wrinkles.
Another thing I noticed was that everyone was watching
him just like I was; he was absolutely spell binding. Even the men in the store
turned around and watched him. This man had no grocery items in his hands and
he was not pushing a cart. I never saw his face. The first time he walked past,
I thought, boy this is strange. Seldom does a man get my attention! It was as if I knew the man but could not
figure out how or where I met him.
He was walking from my left to
right, and I kept my eyes on him until I couldn’t see him anymore. After a few
minutes he came from my right to the left. I had the strongest urge to look at
his face. I just knew that if I could see his face I would know him. He stopped
just across from my stand, but with his back toward me. I offered him some of
my Grammy Bears, but he did not respond. I thought I would go over to him and
offer him some bears, then he has to look at me even if only to say no. At that
instant he took off walking toward the checkouts and the front doors. I wanted
to follow him, but we could not leave our stands with food sitting out. He
started to exit through the checkouts without stopping I could see him heading
towards the front door of the building.
All of a sudden, I had to see his
face and did not care if I lost my job. I put the tray of food on the bottom
shelf of my stand and carefully worked my way through the checkouts as fast as
I could. By the time I was at the front door I was almost running. I went out
the same door that he did, looked around and could not see him. He seemed to
disappear--no one could move that fast!
Later during a channeling session,
we asked Monn who that person was. Monn answered that it was He, Jesus the
Christ, who had come to Earth to check on humans. I know that answer seems far
fetched, but it made sense. Why wouldn’t Christ come to Earth to see how things
were going? In the same channeling
session we asked if He had visited anyone else during that particular Good
Friday, and Monn said, “Yes. He made three stops.” A priest in Pennsylvania
How did I get myself into this
predicament? All I wanted to do was to study UFOs and try to figure out if they
were real or not. Now here was this Jesus factor, and I started to wonder if
God would be brought into the equation next. It was hard for me to accept the
fact that maybe religion or spirituality had anything to do with UFOs. I had to
put that knowledge in the back of my head and decided to wait for something
else to occur that would prove or disprove what had happened.
Camping Again
A woman I’ll call Annette joined the group. She is the
most vibrant person I know. She had a ready laugh that always brought a smile
on my face.
Annette, Candy, and Krita decided to
go camping for a couple of days. It was late fall with warm days but the nights
were getting colder, and once the sun went down it got very damp. The dew made
everything wet in the morning. We had to wear sweats, jackets, gloves and knit
hats just to be comfortable once the sun went down. I am only a fair-weather
camper, and it was definitely too cold for me to go camping. Dale, who had to
work that day, and I decided to join the girls for a night around the campfire,
but we were wise enough to go home and sleep in our own warm beds.
A woman named Betty from the
southern part of the state came to our meetings once in a while. It was
Saturday and Betty called and said she would like to join us. I explained that
we were going to meet the girls at a campground and have our meeting around a
campfire. Betty said she would love to join us; she drove as far as my house,
and the three of us drove to the campground together.
To keep warm, we built a big
campfire and laughed at how hot it was, so we moved our chairs away from the heat.
We talked about UFOs, the Bible, and what it all meant to us. The stars were
just beginning to peek out of a dark moonless sky. I had to go to the bathroom
so I took my flashlight and walked down the road, which was ominously dark.
Because of the darkness I decided not to walk all the way to the flush toilets,
instead opting for the pit toilets which were fairly close. On my return trip I
could see the blazing campfire and hear the laughter of my friends. The flames
of the fire were reaching about three feet into the black night sky. In four
chairs were my best friends; in the fifth chair was Betty. I had a hard time
warming up to Betty, but I wanted to get to know her better because she claimed
to have had some experiences with aliens.
As I sat down my friend Candy
started telling a story she had heard about campfires. She said, “White men
build big hot fires, then move away from the heat. Native Americans build small
fires for warmth and move closer.” Everyone laughed as we each placed another
piece of wood on the fire and in unison moved our chairs away from the heat.
We talked about the aliens we were
in contact with, and Betty shared a few stories about the aliens she had been
in contact with for many years. She explained that they had been in her home
many times and often made noises as if they were working or building something.
She had one alien friend in particular that she called Teddy; she claimed he
was her protector and would not let anything bad happen to her.
Betty explained that she could call
him to her anytime she wanted, and he would always respond to her call. We
asked her how that could be, didn’t he have anything else to do than be at her
beck and call. She described how she would talk to him in her head and said she
could call him down now. She asked if we wanted her to call him right then and
there, she would have him land in the woods. We all sat with our mouths open;
she became very quiet and looked as if she were concentrating. Then she pointed
to the sky, saying something like “They are coming.”
Everyone became very quiet, each of
us deep in our own thoughts. I thought to myself, who does she think she
is? Does she really believe she can do
that? My heart started pumping faster
and faster. Prayer was the only thing I could think of doing. I said, “Please,
dear God, if these are not the good guys don’t let this happen, don’t let them
come.” All of a sudden there was a
shuffling noise coming from the woods, it sounded like it was coming closer and
closer, as if more than one person were walking. If only there was more light,
so we could see clearer. I did not feel deep in my heart as if these were the
good guys, so again I said, “Oh my God, is this really happening?” The shuffling in the dead leaves was coming
closer, and whatever it was, was coming out of the woods. Oh my, raccoons! [It was] only a family of raccoons in search
of food. Thank you, God. I was afraid it was aliens who abduct and experiment
on humans. Betty laughed and said, “If we had been true believers, the aliens
would have come.”
As we were discussing the Bible and
the churches that were mentioned in it, Betty was arguing with us about what it
meant. She is very strong in her beliefs, and we knew instinctively not to
disagree with her because we all have the right to our own opinions. I saw
Annette whisper something to Krita and did not find out until later what the
fuss was about. Annette whispered to Krita very quietly, asking her if she had
hit her on the head. Krita said she didn’t and asked if she really thought
someone had hit her on the head. Annette said yes and wanted to know if she
didn’t hit her on the head, then who did. They both looked around and there was
no one who could hit her on the head. Much later Annette explained to us that
she should jump up and defend us but she didn’t because someone had hit her on
the side of her head. My guess is that someone had done that to prevent an
altercation with Betty, as it would not have been beneficial to anyone.
Much later Betty came to another
meeting at my house. She happened to come in as we were discussing a channeling
session with some very personal information in it. She saw that we were reading
something and demanded we share the information with her. She also said that if
we did not share the information she would go up to the space ship and get the
information herself. She felt she could get whatever information we had and
threatened to go into our records and read everything in our files to find out
about us. I was angry by this time. After all who did she think she was, coming
into my home demanding information? I
told her that if she thought she could get private information to give it a try
because I knew in my heart that she could not get it. There was no way she was
going to intimidate me or threaten my friends in my home and get away with it.
The funny thing was we probably would have shared whatever was not of a
personal nature with her, if she had asked nicely.
After that night I did not have a
very good relationship with Betty for a long time. I am ashamed to admit that I
was angry for a long time but eventually came to grips with the situation.
Years later we met at the funeral of a mutual friend where we hugged and
hopefully set the past behind us.
The Lightside Newsletter
In the fall of 1990 we decided we
would print a newsletter to help bring people with like minds and ideas
together. At that time there were quite a few members in the group, and it was
agreed that if each of us wrote one article we could publish a good-sized
newsletter. We had to come up with a name and one member suggested the Light
Side. We decided it was a good name because it also described our desire to
shine some light into the darkness on this planet. Our bimonthly, introductory
issue came out in November of 1990. It was fun because each of us, by
ourselves, would decide what our article would be about. When they were
submitted at the meeting, we would discuss which order to put them in and
thought it was funny because almost every time one article would lead nicely
into the other. It seemed as if someone was directing each of us to write
something that needed to be said and each newsletter had a central theme. Our
first printing of fifty copies grew to over two hundred copies in September of
1992, when publication ceased. We were sending the newsletters out to anyone
who requested a copy with some of them even going overseas. During this time we
did not ask for any money because we felt just getting the information and
material out was important.
If anyone wanted his or her meeting
listed in the newsletter, we were willing to include that. We did some book and
video reviews and also offered to print other people’s thoughts. We also
volunteered to answer any questions readers might have for the aliens if we
could. Our main idea was to get people to openly discuss different topics and
maybe get some conversation going.
Many of our articles included
material that we had gotten from our alien contacts, although we did not say
so. To our surprise not many people wrote with questions nor their own
thoughts. On the plus side only two people over the years asked to be removed
from our mailing list. I know that many people read the articles because I got
feedback from them, although they did not want to write anything for the
newsletter. I know for a fact that some people laughed at what we were saying
and then asked their psychic friends if what we had said was for real. This was
all right with us because they were talking even if it was not with us as we
had hoped.
The cost of printing and postage
became very expensive, and we explained the problem in a newsletter and said if
anyone would like to continue receiving the newsletter, it would be appreciated
if they could make a donation of five dollars for a year to help defray the
cost. To our surprise not many people were interested in paying the small fee.
It was a hard decision, but we decided to stop the newsletter and try other
things.
Sometimes I like to go back and
read those articles and remember where the group was at that point, as many
people who wrote for the Light Side newsletter have left the group. I just hope
they are still on the spiritual path that we were all trying to find and have
stayed the course.
This venture has taught me to be
very supportive of anyone who tries this venue of sharing with people. It is
hard to keep focused, always trying to keep an eye on what you want to
accomplish. Working on the newsletter confirmed for me that anything you think
you can accomplish needs a lot of hard work, patience, and faith.
Victor and Sarah
Monn had explained that each of us was special in our
own way, yet we felt that as a group we were not complete. So, we were
searching for someone who shared many of our beliefs.
At first, I thought Hank, the
hypnotist who was working with me, was the person we were looking for, but he
did not seem interested. It was Dale who came up with the probable person in a
very strange way. One night he sat straight up in his bed, woke up, and spoke
these words, “If Hank won’t do it, then David can.” Dale shared this with us the next time we
were together. We were all surprised with that name, but who in the world was
David? None of us knew anyone with that
name who was interest in UFOs or aliens. A movie made for television was on TV.
It was a true story that had a composite character in it with the name David.
We felt that the actor who played the character wasn’t the one we were to
contact but maybe the real person. We certainly did not think that we would be
able to find him, so we just forgot about it.
Then we got an invitation to a
lecture and workshop in Milwaukee that was put on by a Reiki Master. The person
who was doing the lecture had written a book about his close encounters with an
extraterrestrial whom he also claimed to channel. Dale and I decided that we
had to see, if this man believed the same way we did. The date was April 29
& 30, 1989; I utterly enjoyed his lecture as he talked about many of the
things that his alien friend Sarah had shared with him. It was during the
lecture that we learned that he was staying in Wisconsin
Victor was not happy with the
arrangements that the Reiki Master had made for his sleeping facilities. Dale
volunteered to share his hotel room with him because he had an extra bed in the
room and to his surprise Victor accepted his offer. As they were sitting in the
room talking, Dale mentioned that he also talked to an alien and how she had
suggested that we would meet someone who was known as David. Victor seemed
interested in learning more about us. He came to a meeting, and continued
coming whenever he was in the area.
We were invited to a meeting in the
town where he was staying. My husband did not want me driving there by myself;
he decided to drive me but would not attend the meeting. As we were driving, my
husband and I got into a terrible argument. It was one of the worst fights we
had in a long time. It was so bad that I grabbed the crystal that I wore around
my neck; to my surprise the crystal exploded in my hand. As I looked at the
pieces in my hand, I was astonished that the negativity I was feeling could
have destroyed such a beautiful flawless stone. Later during a channeling
session with Monn this was discussed and she explained that for every action
there is a reaction. This has kept me very aware of my feelings, it made me
realize what could happen if I went to the negative side with my feelings and
actions.
When Victor shared what he knew we
realized what we were missing, that being the spiritual connection to God.
Victor also got me started reading the Bible and understanding what it meant.
Victor talked to Monn and got to ask
questions about some of the things that his alien friend Sarah was not willing
to answer. He also got to ask questions about himself. One in particular that I
remember was he often dreamed about steam engine-type trains and the noise that
they made. Monn laughed when she heard him tell the story and said, “You know,
when you think you are dreaming it is not necessarily so. Sometimes when you go
to visit the ships you bring back memories, and the memory relates to something
you know on Earth that you understand.”
The train noise was actually a memory of the powerful sounding engines
he heard on the spaceship, and the sound of locomotives was the only way he
could bring back the memory and recall it.
We got to talk to his alien contact
Sarah and learned more about her and the planet that she came from, which is
within the Pleiades system. It was very interesting to hear another alien talk
about God. She discussed what was in store for the human race. We also learned
that both Monn and Sarah had volunteered to come to earth at this time. It
seems that Sarah came to study the makeup of the planet and what is happening
to it. Monn, on the other hand, is strictly here to interact with humans and
help raise our consciousness and spirituality.
Victor and Sarah brought many other
topics to our attention during the short time we were together. Sarah channeled
through Victor that concentration camps were being built in the United States United States
Victor talked about the how the
mastermind of deception is the one in charge of the planet right now. He
explained how the evil side is full of deceit. When asked if they are of the
light, they will answer, “I’m of the light.”
They also will disguise themselves as angels of light. These evil forces
have deceived many people and aliens including a lot in the New Age community.
The evil aliens and the Illuminati know us by the light that shines from within
us. We were told to remember one thing:
the evil forces cannot tolerate God’s light; they will shy away from it,
so use it every day. If we as light workers don’t want to be fooled by these
beings, we must learn to use our instincts daily so that we know the difference
between the truth and half-truth.
It was discussed that many of our
religions and the New Age Community have been infiltrated by secret societies
and much misinformation has been given to these groups. Not even the
extraterrestrials know when things are going to take place; only God knows, so
be careful of anyone giving dates.
Sarah told us during a channeling
session that the Nazis and U.S. government had a spacecraft. The military knows
that there are two distinct extraterrestrial groups here at this time. The
government is working with the abducting extraterrestrial beings. Implanting of
humans with small objects is being done by the government as well as aliens.
Both are using these for mind control, behavior control, and keeping track of
people. Sarah said that both are looking for people with certain brain wave
patterns to implant. Many of the implants are inactive and inconspicuous, but
if you have any orifices you can be implanted. Monn has said many times that
the most important thing to remember is if you have the light of the Creator in
you, you can literally melt these implants and they cannot be used to control
you.
It was also discussed how the people
who are really running this planet and the aliens are trying to clone people on
Earth although it has not been perfected yet. (Remember this is 1989.) There is a life-producing element which is
attacked by many kinds of unknown viruses, and that is why cloning has not been
perfected on this planet yet. According to Sarah, the aliens can make a
duplicate of humans on another planet and bring the duplicate down here.
Rejuvenation of the human body was
also discussed, and this topic was new to me. It was explained that it had been
perfected and done to some important people on planet Earth. It is being done
in underground laboratories and is part of a pact that gives us a false eternal
life. It was explained that there are some complications such as not being able
to keep the immune system clean because of synthetic blood and it cannot keep
common viruses at bay by producing antibodies. We also learned that the secret
government and the aliens have the knowledge of reincarnation and the power to
transfer the soul from one body to another, overcoming the birthing process.
These beings on our planet are called walk-ins. This got me to thinking maybe
the swapping of the body and spirit could be used when the Antichrist is
assassinated and then supposedly miraculously recovers as it is described in
the Bible. This sounded unbelievable, but a couple of years later I met a man
who told a story of how his soul was transferred from one body to another, so
maybe this can be done.
Both Sarah and Monn discussed
meditation often because we seemed to have a hard time with it. Sarah spoke
about meditation and using it every moment of your life. It is not something to
be used at specific times like when you are in trouble. It is just like prayer.
It should be done every moment of your awake time, especially prior to going
asleep. Why would God give you this ability and why would you use it only once
in awhile? Meditation and prayer are a
gift from God; it is not complicated but we seem to like to make it so.
Remember prayer is talking to God, meditation is listening to God. Both aliens
asked us to use meditation and prayer to make people’s lives more fulfilling.
We had previously heard of E.L.F.
(Extremely Low Frequency) waves, but Victor and Sarah shared how the waves can
give people mood swings, make them sick to their stomach, increase nervousness,
make them belligerent, and give them the urge to fight. They both talked about
how we don’t have to accept these waves. The only thing that will work against
us are our own doubt and fear--we must have 100% faith so that the waves cannot
hurt us.
We talked often with Victor about
the battle of Armageddon and how it will be fought on all levels between family
members, countries, galaxies, and even the smallest microorganisms. He said it
is a battle between good and evil within every living thing. Wow, that made us
start thinking about how things around us seemed to be getting worse! People seemed to be getting kinder and
gentler or they were getting more harsh and cruel, with the division between
the two getting wider.
As light workers we were told we
could help the planet and universe soften the impact of Lucifer, Satan and the
evil forces. We asked Sarah where Lucifer was and were told he was being held
prisoner on an asteroid in a neighboring galaxy while awaiting trial. He has
never been to our planet. She also suggested that we could find some of this
information in Native American Indian Incan mythology.
Sarah and Monn have suggested that
we educate ourselves about spells, incantations, mind control, and subliminal
manipulations. The only time these things work is when you have no control over
your own thoughts. No one has the power to control you unless you allow that to
happen. If you allow magic or manipulation to affect you, it can defeat you. We
were warned that when we allow ourselves to go to the evil side of the force,
we do it to ourselves. We were also reminded to remember that darkness/evil
can’t live in God’s light.
Victor told us to remember the
mastermind of deception, Satan, is the one who is in charge of earth right now.
His friends and followers are coming to the planet by the thousands every day.
He is not in a reptilian form but many of his representatives are. We were told
that only the good aliens, spiritual hierarchy and those who are very spiritual
work for God. Only they could step in and stop man or anyone else from
destroying this planet.
Sarah said it is true people’s
hearts can be fed by ego but consider yourself very privileged to be around at
these troubled times. We are privileged that the Creator gave us the
opportunity to be here at this time. Light workers are a group of many who are
very special, because when you chose the heavenly force, what is called God you
have every right to feel special and should take pride in doing the Creator’s
work. Light workers are very loving and compassionate, oftentimes too trusting
for their own good. Many light workers are looking for answers, and they will
find them as soon as they start working on their purpose. So now is the time
for light workers to start spreading the message of Christianity, Buddhism,
Islam, or whatever religion they are. The basic message is for us to be a
example of being loving to everyone and living with our neighbors in peace. How
can we go into space and interact with whatever we contact if we cannot do it
on our planet?
One of the times Victor was in the
area it was summer, and we decided to go on a camping trip. Victor and I were
lying next to each other on lounge chairs, taking turns channeling. Sarah and
Monn got mixed up as to which person to channel through, and even the aliens
joked about getting mixed up. Victor’s dog would run into the woods, bark and
make a fuss, and come out a short time later. This happened over and over
again, making us aware that something unusual was happening in the woods that
we couldn’t see. Everyone had the feeling that we were being watched from the
woods; it was such an eerie feeling that we were all on edge.
At night we sat under the stars and
looked for UFOs. On one night in particular we saw thirty-two high flyers. Now
these weren’t just lights in the sky. There were sometimes six or seven lights
at a time making X’s in the sky, or they would zigzag across the sky, stop and
change directions, sometimes looking as if they were going to bump into each
other. That was the most UFOs I have ever seen in one night.
I have lost track of this gentleman
since he left the area and miss him so much. Most light workers have a hard
time adjusting to earth and everything on it. They are highly evolved souls who
generally have a hard time understanding why people behave and think the way
they do. If you think you are a light worker and have these feelings, there is
a good possibility that you are one.
The Loss of William a Very Special
Light Worker
One night after doing our television show a man called
and explained that he had been having sightings and encounters. I will call him
William. We were very interested in what he had to say, so I went to meet him.
William was married and had a daughter. He had a lot of things happening at his
house during the night. He remembered going on board a large ship and having a
small craft at his disposal so that he could travel back and forth to a larger
ship and do missions. William started coming to our meetings and added a lot to
them.
It was amazing to me that William
could have such good memories of not only seeing ships but of being on board.
Every week he had new memories to share with us. He had the clearest recall of
anyone as to the types of jobs he did for the aliens. He had almost nightly
memories of what occurred including where he went and who he was with. William
drove a space ship and went on many missions, helping aliens accomplish what
needed to be done with someone in a human body, one time even freeing someone
who had been captured by the government and many times delivering information
from one group of aliens to another. He would describe what the ships looked
like and what he did on board various crafts. One time he remembered going to
an underground installation the Grays, Reptilians and the US
This was the hardest chapter to
write because it was my first encounter with a light worker of seemingly high
spirituality discontinuing his commitment to do a job for humanity and not
realizing he was doing it. This was an eye opener for me as it made me aware
that if this can happen to someone with such a high degree of spirituality, it
can happen to anyone.
William remembered a previous life
as a light being on another planet, which, according to my understanding, is a
highly developed spiritual being. He also remembered doing battle with the bad
Gray and reptilian aliens. (Remember that not all of these types of aliens are
bad.) I remember his saying one day that
the aliens should give him their best shot because he was confident he could
handle anything that they could throw at him. He felt he was very powerful and
they could not stop him. My stomach did a flip-flop because to me this was like
waving a red flag at a bull and egging it on. I knew this was not good; I felt
these aliens would try to affect him. He was so sure of himself that I just
didn’t know what to do or say.
A short time after William had said
this he was contacted by a female from outside the area. The woman came to
visit and they hit it off. She came to some of our meetings, and I am sad to
say that William left the area with her. According to a couple that was in the
group at the time, William talked as if he was leaving Earth and going back to
his planet of origin. He used that idea to get the couple to help him abandon
his family.
At the time that all this happened,
I did not know William was in a troubled marriage because he never discussed
the problem with me. After he left and was settled in a new area, we got a
message explaining how he believed he had to go where all vibrations were tuned
to the proper perspective so that he could do the job he was trained to do. The
message went on and on about how he had no love and how he was very unhappy. He
then explained how Monn had said that we might have to leave our family units
and we should check with her about the decision he had made and Monn would
agree with him. He also said his guide had told him that he deserved love and
was happy he had found love. This was a lie, as no guide would tell you to walk
away from your responsibility to a child and spouse. There are other ways of
handling this type of situation.
It is true that Monn had said that
we might be leaving our family units but then we would come back, meaning that
we might be going to conferences or doing speaking engagements. We did speak to
Monn about this, but she would not discuss it with us as a group. Later I got
to talk to Monn on board her ship and she told me that William was fooled into
believing what he did. The group of aliens that we were working with would
never ask anyone to run away from their responsibilities on the planet. Monn
explained that when we come down to earth we must live by the rules of the
planet. If we make marriage commitments on Earth we should honor them; if we
decide to have children we must honor the commitment to raise them. Children
are one of the most precious things that we have on this planet. I feel William
used Monn’s statement to make it sound as if what he did was right.
After hearing William’s message, we
decided to respond. I personally told him that what he had with his girlfriend
was not true love, it was a sexual attraction and it would not last a year.
William had left his child in the care of his spouse but he had such terrible
things to say about his spouse that I could not understand how he could leave a
child in such a horrible situation. Getting a divorce was one thing, but
running away from the child who needed him was another matter.
After a year and a month or so
William and the woman he ran away with returned to the area. He told me, “See
it did last longer than a year.” I did
not believe what he was saying because in my heart I felt that things were not
going well for him. William wanted to rejoin the group, but he was not the same
person; we could feel something different coming from him. He stayed for
awhile, and then the woman he ran away with left the area. I never did hear the
reason why she left. William drifted further and further away and believed that
everything was all right with himself.
This was the first light worker we
lost as a group. Looking back now, I did not see or did not want to see what
was happening. This has made me very aware of my own attitudes and ego, to
always look around and try to see what is going on.
Many of the evil aliens want us to
fail in doing our jobs on Earth. Many people claim that the aliens make them do
unusual things. The negative Grays and Reptilians don’t have to make us fail at
doing our jobs, all they need to know are our weaknesses and put those
stumbling blocks in our path. Each of us must be aware of our weaknesses and
make sure that we don’t go there. We have choices to make each day. It is
called free will, and we are responsible for each decision we make.
Monn warned us from the beginning that it would be hard to
complete the mission we committed to do on Earth. When you get to Part Three
you will see how she explained that love could be used against you to take you
from your commitment. I personally believe that William fell for the oldest
ploy in the Universe...being that love is important and we all deserve to love
and be loved. After all, what could possibly be wrong with love? We all have weak spots in our makeup. The
weaknesses many people have are drugs, alcohol, money, ego, and love. Could
these addictions take over your life?
When we let the addictions take over, the light dims and then the
abducting non-spiritual aliens can come in and make contact with us. When you
are one with the Creator, your light from inside is bright and the negative
evil aliens can’t come into your light. According to Monn, we are the lights
that shine and help keep the planet balanced.
Monn
is the name a female alien gave us to use for her because we needed a name to
call her. Both Monn and I have Surak as our birth planet, and because of this
closeness she was asked to volunteer and join this mission because it was felt
that the channeling would be easier between the two of us. She looks relatively
human and can pass for one. Monn has come to earth several times to walk among
us. She explained that it is hard for her to lower her vibrational level, thus
limiting her visit to a short period of time.
This little guy, about 4.5 feet tall, I met going into a
lift on the Peace Ship. The hair on the
back of my neck stood up and I had to back out of the lift. This was the only
time that I sensed danger while onboard the ship. His skin was kind of a pasty
gray color. He had and insignia on his sleeve with tassels hanging from it.
There was a banner across his chest and his uniform was one piece. [I believe
he was there to attend a meeting. All are welcome on the Peace Ship, where many
species gather to resolve their differences.]
Part Two
Who Are These Aliens and What Do They Look Like
Over the years we have
asked the aliens what they looked like, what their life is like and what they
are doing here. We have asked a lot of questions about their ships and how they
are driven. Sometimes the aliens amazed us with the responses to our questions,
but sometimes the answers were very simple. They have talked to me extensively
while we were face to face, but during sessions we often asked for details and
verification of what I remembered of these contacts. Our questions and the
channeled responses of the aliens are mainly given to you here in the third
person. We felt that introducing many names could confuse the reader and make
it harder to understand. We have also combined questions and alien answers in
topic format for easier reading. These aliens don’t generally volunteer
information, if we don’t know how to ask the questions, we don’t get answers.
Monn
Every time I think of
Monn I can see her standing before me. She is approximately five feet four
inches tall with blond hair and eyes that are a beautiful shade of blue; I
cannot think of anything on Earth that is that color. She has a well-defined
figure and could not be mistaken for a male. The first time I saw Monn she had
a pageboy haircut that was about shoulder length, although one time I saw her
with her hair cut short and curly. I guess she is like most female humans who
like to change their hairstyles every so often. Monn looks to be about
twenty-three years old, although she is older than that and her species lives
to be about three hundred years in our time.
Monn had been trained in
the military on her home planet and at first struggled with our language until
she had someone tutor her in how to speak it.
However, now she likes to use our slang and is happy when she gets the words in
the right place. One of the things I think is fascinating is her sense of
humor. She loves to laugh even when she uses the wrong word and what she says
comes out sounding funny. When Monn started speaking to us, she asked that it
be recorded so that we could go back and look at what was said. The very first
sessions were recorded by hand into notebooks, which, I am sad to say, were
lost. We then switched to tape recording the sessions. Monn often teases us
about our antiquated or primitive recording equipment. It seems no matter what
we try, the tape recorders often don’t work properly. She did not trust our
memories and wanted us to share the messages and information that she gave us
with anyone who wanted to know. Sadly I have to say that this sharing has not
been one of the things we have done continually nor successfully.
Monn comes from the
planet Surak, which is located in the Big Dipper at approximately 10 o’clock . This planet cannot be
seen with any telescope that we have at this time because of the distance from
us and being in a slightly different dimension. It takes Monn 93 minutes to get
to Earth from Surak. It takes longer to get out of Earth’s atmosphere and into
Surak’s atmosphere than it takes for the flight. Surak is a planet much like
our own; however, they do not have as much water as we do although they do have
enough for their needs. The temperature is more even than on planet Earth and
they do have some mountains high enough to have snow on them.
Besides speaking through
me, Monn is the shuttle pilot of a small craft, often shuttling dignitaries in
need of a ride to meetings on board the Peace Ship. One of those dignitaries
that she has given a ride to was the person we call Jesus the Christ. She said
He is the most wonderful person that she has ever met. It seems that He has the
ability to make everyone feel as if he/she is the most important person to Him.
He can speak to a great multitude of people and everyone can understand Him.
She talked once about how she had sneaked into a meeting where He was speaking
and everyone could understand Him without help from any translating equipment.
Monn has explained that
her job is to work with us to expand our minds and raise our vibrations. This
is not done with secrecy; it is accomplished with openness and love and by
sending the light to all. She knew that for us to do our jobs and help mankind
understand we must not have any doubt that the aliens exist. We must be bold,
fully satisfied, and have full knowledge of what we are and why they are here,
without any doubt. Monn says that is why she volunteered to have such close
contact, so we would know that everything we are experiencing is real.
Monn is a very loving
person with a great sense of humor and enjoys laughing; I have heard her laugh
and I have heard her cry. Humor is one of the things that most people who have
had contact with aliens do not talk about. It seems that many of the abducting
aliens do not have as many emotions as we do. Many people who have contact with
the Greys say they have a lack of emotions. The aliens that I have had contact
with have compassion; they enjoy laughing, teasing, and expressing their
feelings for mankind. I can only say my meeting with the aliens has made me a
better person and I have come to think of them as friends.
On board her own ship Monn wears a form hugging,
two-piece, powder blue basic uniform with short boots ending just above the
ankle that are usually the same color as the uniform. The belt around her waist
is the same color as the uniform with an insignia where the belt slips
together. The uniforms are made of a material that looks something like
shimmering swim suit material. She has different colored uniforms, such as
white, blue, silver-gold, and green, which are worn for different occasions.
The dress uniform is usually white in color. It is form fitting and can have
either a skirt or pants. When the aliens
are off duty they can wear whatever they like such as the clothes they wear on
their home planet. Her uniform has a six-sided star on a stand-up collar like
the old Nehru jackets had. This is the symbol for the System of Love and Light.
The insignia means the Star of Light and it is used to recognize the bearer of
light. This insignia has been used in space a very long time even before Israel
Monn has had two ships during the time that I have known
her, and her sister Melody was with her on both of them. When I first meet Monn
she had a circular craft about thirty feet in diameter. In the fall of 1986
Monn, her sister Melody, and her friend Derrick had a crash in a small craft
that was attacked by a band of rogue beings while they were going home on
leave. There were no weapons on Monn’s craft so they had no way to defend
themselves. During the crash Melody and Derrick were both injured. Melody left
the service because of her injuries and returned to her home planet of Surak.
Derrick was badly injured and at the time it was not known if he would be able
to fly a craft again. I am glad to say that after his injuries healed he was
able to rejoin the system of Love and Light.
Years later, while on another mission, Monn was again
shot down and badly injured but had no permanent injures. After Monn healed she
was issued a new triangular shaped ship, black in color. It can seat ten plus
the pilot. It is entered from the right side of the right wing towards the bottom.
When I first saw the ship I noticed that there were red lights around the
outside and I wondered if the lights were permanently stationed in that
position. I asked her about the lights and she said, “We can change the
configuration and the color of lights to make us appear like an airplane or
anything else that we might want people to think it could be. This is a better
way of cloaking a ship than the old one.”
Her new ship has one of the newest
computer systems on board. Now she could answer more of our questions asked
during a channeling session without going to the main computer on board the
Peace Ship. Monn is very proud of her new ship because it is driven by mind
power, so it is important to be balanced mentally. If you are not mentally balanced
you could get in a lot of trouble real fast trying to control one of their
space ships.
We found out that Monn and Derrick liked each other a
lot. We asked if they would be married and she answered that they did not know
because there were so many items that had to be worked out before that could
happen. They seem to think marriage is more important than a lot of people do
on Earth. We then asked if her species married, and she answered that they did
not marry as we do, they mate for life in the presence of God. Sometimes their
jobs can separate them for long periods of
time and this can be hard on their relationships. It is rare but sometimes
a couple drifts apart and then they can and do separate.
Monn had this to say when asked what she would be doing
after she completed her mission here. “Because I was originally trained in the
military service on Surak, I have to make a decision if I will stay with the
system of Love and Light or go back to my home planet. I love working for the
betterment of mankind, but to do so I must give up my family and stay on board
space ships. I would have a new home and a new family, but I can go home for
visits. This is not an easy decision and must not be done lightly.”
On Surak they have pets and there
is an animal that is similar to our cats which has claws that can do damage to
property, just as some of our cats do. They also have an animal that looks
somewhat like a large but skinny cow. It has hair half way up its side that is
like a lamb and on the top has curly fur about five to six inches long. The
head is big and oblong, with a square chin area.
On Monn’s home planet they
sometimes have injuries that need treatment and even have parts of the body
break down prematurely. They have something like our physicians and healers all
rolled into one and these beings help when it is needed.
When Monn was asked
about how they gather the information they share with us she explained that,
“There is a large computer on the Peace Ship that keeps track of almost
everything in this universe.” She went
on to say, “I have a small computer on board my shuttle craft and when you ask
questions during a channeling session we check with my computer first and if I
cannot find the answer, I can link with the computer on the Peace Ship. There
are always technicians there who can look up and find the information if it is
available to you. If they cannot find out the information they go the head of
the department. We are then told if we can tell you the information or not.”
“Over the years there have been times when
I should have not given you the answers and by doing so, I have gotten in
trouble. This generally happens when I use my own computer. So, I would rather
check and make sure before I answer, because you have gotten me to answer questions
which I was not supposed to answer. Then I go on report and have
to wait six months before it is erased off my record. Because of my wanting to
give you all your answers I have been on report a number of times.”
“In the 1990’s we got much better computers
and I can link directly into the main computer and get almost
any information I want but I still have to be careful as to what I can tell
you. Because I could give you answers that might affect your vulnerability or
that may jeopardize some future actions.
That
is why during some of the channeling sessions I have had to ask if I could give
the information. There were times when I could answer and times when it would
have been detrimental to you if I answered.”
During
2003 Monn had this to say during a channeling session. “I’m glad that you all
could be here at this time. I wanted to tell you a little bit more about my
trip although I can’t tell you a whole lot except that it lasted well over
three weeks. I basically touched down on each continent on earth. I went down
to listen to what the common people were saying. Because it is their thoughts
and their ideas that Jesus wants to hear. So I was basically on a mission for
Him. He also wanted the leaders that are highly agitated at this time to reckon
to the fact that He is here. And that no matter what they do, He will win any
battle or war they could start, because He has been commissioned to do so by
God. And no matter who they work for, they cannot win and will not win the
final battle on this planet. All they are going to do is cause misery and pain
for a lot of the people of the planet. They are not listening, they think Jesus
is not here at this time and they don't believe He is a messenger from God. So,
we will have to wait and see what happens. But, I just wanted you to know that
it is very serious at this time. So if we can get through March, we may be able
to go off orange alert.” (Again Monn said something that got by us, no one
thought to ask more about the orange alert.)
“So hopefully…say your prayers and don’t let the negative side pull you
off the course. We need everyone here. We need everyone who has started the
mission and backed away. We need all these people to come back on to the
course.”
In January of 2005 Monn
told us about another mission she went on, this was to our planet. She had this
to say, “I visited some countries directly West of India but I cannot tell you
where it was. I know what you are thinking and no I cannot give you two guesses.
The countries I visited, shall we say, most of them normally dress in black
flowing robes.”
“I dressed also in black robes when it was necessary. I
had some human looking male escorts with me for protection. My mission was to
see some fairly large figureheads of these countries. In many of the countries
we were not given permission to see these leaders. They did not believe who we
were, so we did the only thing we could we do and walked through the solid
walls. When they realized that even with all their military might they couldn’t
protect themselves they were ready to sit down and talk.”
Eric and His Ship of
Peace
If you remember, Eric is the being
that I meet on board the Ship of Peace, which we decided to call The Peace
Ship. Eric is very striking when first seen. He carries himself with great
dignity and has an air of self-assurance; you cannot help but respect him. He
is over seven feet tall; he is the color blue, the softest color of blue you
can imagine. He has what looks somewhat like feathers on his body but it fells
very soft, like down. His head has a beak instead of a mouth, which makes him
look like he had an eagle’s head. He has an extra-long neck for the size of
him, his body has no shape and there is no distinguishable waist. His arms are long
for his body and at the end of his arms are hands with five appendages that
have what look like talons on the tips of them. His legs are short and have no
shape to them except for a bump where his knees are. He has round circles for
feet and I still wonder how those small feet hold him up.
Eric is approximately 776 years of age in our years at
the time of this writing, but because they have a long-life span, he is
considered a young male in his species. His type of being don’t normally wear
clothes or shoes on their home planet, but sometimes they do wear coverings
during space travel because of contamination. They feel that shoes and clothes
separate them from nature and they don’t like that.
When we asked what they eat, he said they do not eat of
the flesh and seemed unable to understand how humans could eat the flesh of
animals. We also asked if they have anything similar to our chicken. Eric
answered, “We have nothing like your chickens and we do not eat the eggs of
animals.” They do eat something similar
to our fruits and vegetables, including a lot of root-type plants.
We then asked if there is a male and female of their
species and he answered that biologically they have a male and female of their
species, who have a way of mating that is special for them.
Eric comes from the Dog Star System, which is beyond our
scientists’ realm of understanding at this time. In other words, we have not
discovered the planet yet. Maybe it is in another dimension and our instruments
are not advanced enough to detect the planet.
Eric told us that he loves to read but their books are
like a small computer, something like our I-Pod’s but about the size of our
paperback books. You don’t have to turn the pages you just push a button to get
to the next page. He told us that he loves to get his hands on our books
because he enjoys the smell of the paper and ink and says they are more fun to
read.
The ship has been in
service for approximately 2,743 of our years and has been
observing Earth for approximately 72 years, actually since 1932. Eric is the 47th
captain of the ship, but this does not include the first captain who launched
the ship on a dry run. Captain C-Zog was the name of the being who took the
Peace Ship on its maiden voyage. If you include him, Eric would be the 48th
captain. You can continue to be Captain as long as you are mentally and
physically able to handle any situation that may arise for a ship of that size
and importance. One of Eric’s jobs is to greet the dignitaries who come on
board and to make sure they have everything they need. He often tells of how he
tires of this pomp and circumstance but he would not trade the job for
anything. He has worked long and hard to get this position and says it is very
satisfying.
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| Peace Ship |
The ship is approximately 40 miles across and 38 miles
high. Think of it as a balloon that has been squashed a little from the top and
bottom. The speed of the ship is fantastic; it has a minimum speed of one mile
per hour while the maximum speed is ten times the speed of light, which is
almost the speed of thought.
Eric
said, “The Peace Ship is maneuvered somewhat by the mind; however, it can’t be
done with mental strength of one person. So it has to be programmed to more
than one person, as one person can’t do it all with their mental strength. It
is commanded with about 75% physical activity and about 25% mental. In other
words, your brain waves have to match the pattern that is imprinted in the
control system or you cannot take control of the ship. Everything has to match
or you cannot get the control systems to work. The Peace Ship is manned
continuously, 24 hours a day. We have many crew members on board who can take
over, although I am the only one who can override all systems and commands with
my mind. I can override any system on this craft.”
Because it is operated
with mind control, mental and physical stability of the captain is important.
If there is even a hint of instability, the captain can be removed by a board
of fourteen or the captain can resign anytime he might feel he is no longer
valuable to the ship or crew.
There are thirteen levels on the ship and over 1,200
rooms. At the top of the ship is the command center where there are three
levels and each is about twenty feet in height. There is an average staff of
seventeen people manning the computer boards in the command center at all
times. When looking at the command center from the outside, it looks like a
little bump on top because the craft is so large.
This drawing is of the second level where the captain
and the commissioned officers have their quarters.
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| Eric's Room |
The next level is for those who have chosen to be on the
path of spreading the word of the mission any place it is needed. Many of these
people if they should die are reincarnated and do the same type of job again
and again. This level has a total of 576 rooms, which has the capacity of
housing 862 beings. Some of the crew also stays on this floor. The floors where
the quarters are located are relatively short in height compared to some of the
other areas.
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| Other side of Peace Ship- Level 2 |
The third level is the conference level where there are
classrooms and meeting rooms. The Peace Ship was specifically made to
accommodate a lot of people for meetings. There are many auditoriums on board
ship. Some of these are very large and have stadium seating. A few of the rooms
have tables where there are translating machines that can be put on the heads
of those who cannot use telepathy. There is also something that goes to their
breathing point so that they can have the correct mixture of whatever they need
to breathe. I have even seen small meeting rooms where only a few people can
converse in a very comfortable setting.
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| Large meeting room, breathing apparatus |
This little guy, about 4.5 feet tall, I met going into a
lift on the Peace Ship. The hair on the
back of my neck stood up and I had to back out of the lift. This was the only
time that I sensed danger while onboard the ship. His skin was kind of a pasty
gray color. He had and insignia on his sleeve with tassels hanging from it.
There was a banner across his chest and his uniform was one piece. [I believe
he was there to attend a meeting. All are welcome on the Peace Ship, where many
species gather to resolve their differences.]
The goal of the Peace Ship is to produce a safe area
where many different aliens and cultures can come together comfortably and
safely to work out any problems between races or planets. I remember going on
the craft one night and realizing that the security was much greater than it
had been. I asked why and got the answer that two beings
made an attempt to get through the boarding area without the right paperwork.
They were attempting to get to the computer area, which is located on the
second level from the entry point of the ship. They wanted to cause trouble;
luckily they were captured before any damage was done. Since that time security
has been beefed up and now there are three types of security. There is an
individual who scans a person mentally and physically, a non-invasive way of
checking DNA. There also is a soul scanner. These are usually very accurate and
since that time there has been no repeat of the incident.
The guest quarters are actually on one level because it
is easier to keep an eye on these beings and it is easier to provide the
atmosphere in the rooms that each individual might need. There are enough rooms
for guests and their assistants in this area; they also can attain any food
that they are accustomed to eating.
This ship belongs to no one and yet it belongs to
everyone. The ship can travel to any area that is having trouble and supply
help in any manner that is needed. Many planets represented on the ship do not
always agree on how to solve problems but are willing to work out a compromise.
Often you can hear voices rise in arguments and fists sometimes have been raised
in anger. Still they work together for the betterment of everyone involved.
That is why the ship is in our area now, because the planet is going through a
natural process of raising its vibrational level. This has happened before and
will happen again. Many people believe that a pole shift or a planet coming
close to earth will start this process, but the aliens told us this shift had
already started in 1986. The problem is we now have the ability to destroy the
planet and ourselves. If we were to destroy the planet, it would affect
everything in our Universe and the aliens do not what that to happen.
There is a large area where they make the atmosphere
that is needed for all those who come on board as they don’t all breathe the
same mixture. Some of this equipment is miles high and wide. There are also
levels for the repair and maintenance of equipment and shuttle crafts. There are
engine rooms for the movement of the ship, which also are several miles high
and wide.
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| Kathy's drawing of a peaceful place on the Peace Ship |
On one level there are streams that flow beside trees,
grass, shrubs, bushes and flowers, although they don’t look like ours. Very
high up in that area one can actually see what looks like clouds, except the
color is not the same. This actually produces what I would call rain which is
then caught and used for drinking. There are small animals that run free in
these areas and also some type of animals that are similar to our birds that
fly. The reason for the plants and such is to help in the manufacture of oxygen
and nitrogen and other compounds that I don’t remember. This area also helps
humans and extraterrestrial life forms to be calm and serene.
A separate level is dedicated to the growing of plants
for the purpose of eating. The ship is self-contained, producing all its own
food and energy needs without relying on any outside influence for its upkeep.
There
is a level which we call the holo-deck because it is similar to what was on the
Star Trek series. This is an area where we can go and create any situation we
wish. Perhaps people/aliens are lonely for their home and family members and
this area can be used to create a replica of their home world. There also is a
recreation level where we can create an exercise in almost any form we wish. We
can also have snow for skiing or ice-skating. This is a very popular area for
the crew as they can create an area to exercise their brains.
On another level there is an area where we can shop and
get supplies, however no money is exchanged as we receive credit for any work
we do and then it is automatically removed from our account for any purchases
that we make. In this area there are places where you can purchase food. I told
the aliens about pizza and talked them into a little café where they make and
serve pizza. Monn explained that Bonnie insisted on the pizza and we have
learned to enjoy it. However, they can and do replicate something that looks
and tastes like pepperoni because they use no meat from animals.
At the bottom of the
craft there is an opening approximately two to three miles wide where ships can
enter and there are seven docking levels where ships can be docked. It looks a
lot like our boat marinas where many ships of different sizes can tie up at one
time. The larger crafts stay at the bottom because of their lack of ability to
maneuver, the smaller ships go to the top levels and dock. The Peace Ship docking area holds 32 shuttle crafts
in the docking bay. Most small shuttle crafts hold twelve people, a crew of two
plus ten guests.
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| Russ's drawing of the docking bay |
The crew works three months on and then has three months
off. During their time off they can return to their home planet if they wish.
Officers and those on the first level of the ship are permanently stationed
there, as this is a life-long commitment. The officers also can have a leave
any time it is needed, and they can visit any place they wish.
Most of the cleaning is automatic and done by machines.
An example of this is to your hang your dirty clothes in a closet and they are
automatically cleaned by wave action. Boy would I like that in my home.
Eric told us that there is renovating of the ship going
on all the time. It seems when we get one area done, another needs attention.
The Peace Ship has a cloaking device that makes it impossible for us to see
when it is in use. This is used only when necessary for the safety of everyone
on board.
In 1991 an earth cat was taken to the
Peace Ship and Eric explained, that “We are not allowed to keep pets, but we
were allowed to keep the cat as a mascot, but can you imagine how it would be
if everyone was allowed to have a pet on board a ship of this size. It would be
like the “Tribbles” show from the original Star Trek series and that could
happen here. Everyone would want a pet and pretty soon we'd be over run with
them. We have a hard time the way it is with air supplies, the combination of
oxygen, nitrogen that people need. And the different foods that are grown to
serve these people. We just can't afford that on this type of operation.
Six years later we were surprised when Eric told us that the cat
had kittens. Knowing that pets were not welcome on the Peace Ship we asked how
that could happen. Eric responded with, “Somebody brought a cat with them and
we had babies. All of the kittens have homes elsewhere as they cannot stay
here.”
In 1995 Eric said, “I have visited your
planet many times, but I did not have my blue feathers on as that would have
made it very obvious that I did not belong here.”
“If I walked on the planet in my bodily form it would frighten
everyone. I do however come to the surface of your planet occasionally but not
in my own bodily form. I don’t rent one; maybe I could just hop in one that’s
in a closet and not being used and come on down. (Eric says this as a
joke.) I can and do however give the
illusion of looking differently but it takes so much concentration that you
become weak very quickly.”
“Yes we can give the illusion of us
looking differently and so can the evil side. They use illusion very often to
fool you into believing they are someone else, sometimes even a loved one. But
you can break their concentration of giving you the illusion of who they are
and you can see who they really are. You do that by confusing them with antics;
either by making a face or giving them orders not to do what they are doing or
maybe ask them to check with their leaders to see if what they are doing is all
right. First you have to realize that they are different from you, and then you
can realize that they don’t understand your emotions. They cannot even
understand your language real well, so it wouldn’t take much to confuse them.”
Lea
Lea is also an alien and
at first, she did not have much contact with us, however, as time went on, we
have had more and more contact with her. She is short in stature, about five
feet in height. She has very, very black, shiny, straight hair that is cut
short, all one length and she tucks it behind her ears. Lea’s ears are more
elongated and pointed than our ears; they look somewhat similar to Spock’s on
Star Trek. Her skin is olive color, which makes her Greek looking. The eyes are
the same color as her hair but instead of round centers she has yellow pupils
that go straight up and down. She is of average weight for her height. She has
a nose that is quite long and narrow and full lips we would probably say are a
little large for her face by Earth standards. There are four appendages on each
hand that are finger like. Each is different in length, and one finger is a
little off set and works much like our thumbs. Lea doesn’t have fingernails and
we told her how some people use them for screwdrivers, she laughed at the
thought of that. She has had pizza because I suggested she try it. On board the
ship she said there are more hot drinks than cold ones.
Lea’s figure is straight
up and down, not curvy like Monn’s. For clothes she wears a robe with a hood
and a sash at the waist. The robe is dark brown in color. The coverings for her
feet look a lot like our summer sandals, but I don’t know what material they
are made of. Lea looks to be about 35 years old by our standards, although her
species has an average life span of about 300 of our years. An accident can
shorten their life span, but they normally just go to another existence when
their mission or life is over.
She does not have a home
planet because she was born on board a ship in space. Right now she is
stationed on a ship that is twenty-four miles across and about thirteen stories
tall. This does not include the boarding and docking areas and the command
center. It is smaller than the Peace Ship. This ship was constructed in space
as it is easier to construct such a large object there.
The reason that she
communicates with us is because Dale who is a member of our group, is on loan
from the Christ Command, the same command that she is in. Lea explained that
the ship’s commander is the being we call Jesus. “He knows all and sees all
that are under His command. Let me tell you that if you are a light worker, you
are known to this being. He has compassion for everyone big and small. My
immediate boss is third in command on this ship; she is the top female officer.
I am between the officers and the personnel and have all the problems from both
sides that have to be handled. All days on our ship start with meditation and
end with meditation, no matter what shift you’re on or what your job is. Right
now, there are many commands near earth working to help the planet and
humanity.”
Lea says they are here
because of the evolution of the planet and to keep track of things as they
progress. This includes raising the vibrational level of the planet and
hopefully raising the vibrational level of humans. The group she is with has
already prepared space ships for evacuation. The ships are ready and in place
to do that job. Plants and animals are already on board and waiting so that
earth can be replenished if necessary.
Her main job is what we
would call a psychiatrist or psychologist. When she does her work, she blends
with the patient’s mind and soul so she knows exactly what the problem is. In
other words, nothing can be hidden from her and the job of fixing the problem
is accomplished very quickly. Lea readily admits that she does not get to work
with humans as often as she would like to, so she does not know much about us.
For a long time, Lea had
the use of a small craft for shuttling dignitaries from her command. She
explained that her small ship “has a crew of seven plus myself, it could be
used for evacuation of ninety-two people for only a short distance because
there would be a problem with the breathing of the air. It would only be used
to get people to a larger craft. My ship is quite large. It is approximately
three of your stories tall. It is 120 feet across and I think you would call it
disc shaped. Some of the older ships were bell shaped but now they have a much
sleeker style.”
Approaching Lea’s Ship
Lea’s species do not
marry as we do on Earth. They blend with each other because then they know
everything about each other. (This is not a sex act.) When they do that they then decide if they
want to spend a lifetime together. If they decide to stay together they go
before God and make that commitment. They usually do not have children if they
are on a mission or stationed in space because they feel it is irresponsible to
have children only to go off and leave them.
She vibrates at a much
faster speed than we do. That means that the pressures and gravitational pull
on earth is greater than she is used to. It is very hard for her to operate on
earth and she cannot stay on the planet for any length of time. Her oxygen
mixture is different than ours and it is hard for her to breathe on planet
earth.
Lea is a very serious
person. She is all business and there is no playing around in her presence. Her
job is very serious and her posture and nature reflects that. Lea has shared
with us information about our Bible, their religious beliefs, our religious
connection to the aliens and how these all fit together.
In 1990 Lea told us more
about her job. “The job of our
command is to make sure the planet gets back to the condition it was intended
to be in. That is the good side of our job. The bad side is the waiting around
up here in space. Part of my job is to move the dignitaries of our command safely
to wherever they are needed.”
Much later she got a new ship that will be used in the
evacuation of humans from our planet. The new ship is seven stories high
and approximately 2.4 miles across. The ship can house 1,700 people on board
plus crew. Because there is not enough area for food growing or regenerating
ability, these people cannot stay for an extended period of time. There are 73
shuttle crafts on board which take only one pilot to run. With this ship she can
come as close as 22.3 miles to the surface of our planet. As you can see the
aliens have more than one job because in space you never know where or what
skill will be needed.
In September of 2001 while talking to Lea she surprised us with
these statements. “My new ship is the “Ship of Hope,” that is what it
translates into in your language.” A
short time later Lea quietly admitted, “I had a slight accident with the new
ship I was commissioned to pilot. It wasn’t a bad accident just a few bumps and
bruises that’s all. I bumped into the Christ Command’s lead ship with my new
Ship of Hope. I wasn’t paying attention just thinking about how I would explain
to all of you about Moses from your Bible.”
“I do have to pay for the repairs on the ship out of my salary.
I can pay for it because we don’t have many expenses in space but I will be
wearing my brown robe for some time now, no new ones for me. We don’t have
money like you do we are given something like credits for our service which we
can then use to buy things that we need.”
“I would like to explain
to you that when Moses came down from the mount and he saw the people
worshiping idols instead of God he became angry. Just as he is very angry with
what’s going on in the world today. He is in flesh form just as Jesus is and he
has visited Earth on let’s see…it was December 17, 2003 . He actually came to the planet and he
visited the Far East , because he can blend in
with the people there quite nicely. He came back very angry and gave his report
to Jesus and I have not seen Jesus cry in a long time. But there were tears in
His eyes as He heard the report about all the atrocities that are happening on
the planet.”
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